back for updates.
gone missing for few days as i was not at home.
last post Thursday.so i shall continue with Friday.
went eating at Raffles City. Then went to Esplanade and there was a Flip Side - Outdoor performance in conjunction with Singapore Arts Festival 2009.
There were performance by one of the Singapore rock band.And a Japan Pop band.Loovee.
&& Loovee Rocks the stage. All very funny one.lol. And the vocalist Handsome! hahah.
all shows end at 11.30pm. Take bus back to baby's place. Sleep.
Next day.wake up 9plus. Because got work.
Lunch shift. packed and clean the whole pantry area with Boon and Susan.
Went back baby's place.bathe and we went out to Expo. The Food Fest. With Xiang, Maki, Jason too.After which we then went to Downtown East. For dinner and Kbox.
Finally Sang at Kbox. wahahahah.
Cabbed home with Matt, Xiang and baby.
Back to baby's place. Sleep. Today woke up at 1plus.LOL.
Play computer. Watch Television.Went down eat lunch.
Bathe and went out at 5plus.
To Toa Payoh Central. Pool and Dinner.
Take bus home.
My weekend happening?
lolx.
Will be working Tue and Thu for this coming week.
:D
Thursday, 28 May 2009
HELLO! I AM BACK!
:D
its Friday tomorrow already.
and i am back to my HAPPY DAYS.
don't know if its a good or bad choice, but since i am happy, i guess is a good choice?
well, on Tuesday, didn't went school lo.was emo ma.then sleep till super late.decide go meet cy at chinatown for lunch.she accompany back to work place.then 5plus she went off, i start work.was busy.
then Wednesday.went school.till 2pm.waited for Francis.went catering.was huge one.but okay.back to work place.left at 11.40pm.
as for today.
school, home, cineleisure.
for movie, monster vs alien, and dinner at the coffee club.
ate the super damn creamy alfredo.
first time eat until so CREAMY one.
seriously.
and quite a big portion but 10 bucks only.so is more worth it then other place where sells pasta. but i still like pasta mania more =X
:D
its Friday tomorrow already.
and i am back to my HAPPY DAYS.
don't know if its a good or bad choice, but since i am happy, i guess is a good choice?
well, on Tuesday, didn't went school lo.was emo ma.then sleep till super late.decide go meet cy at chinatown for lunch.she accompany back to work place.then 5plus she went off, i start work.was busy.
then Wednesday.went school.till 2pm.waited for Francis.went catering.was huge one.but okay.back to work place.left at 11.40pm.
as for today.
school, home, cineleisure.
for movie, monster vs alien, and dinner at the coffee club.
ate the super damn creamy alfredo.
first time eat until so CREAMY one.
seriously.
and quite a big portion but 10 bucks only.so is more worth it then other place where sells pasta. but i still like pasta mania more =X
Monday, 25 May 2009
I am super SAD now.
but i still think of school work.i think my brain going burst soon.
I will be giving myself a break tomorrow.
But i will still be responsible for my work.
Sorry group mates, but i have already pass my research to Sylvia already.
I need a break tomorrow.
My eyes and my head is hurting me.
My stomach is so damn hungry.
My heart hurts the most by YOU.
but still i love you ):
Its best to let go of you because you will be happy this way.
I love you, so i need you to be happy by letting you go.
But you don't love me anymore, so you don't even care if i am Happy anymore.
I feels like an idiot crying all over. But i just can't stop myself from crying.
I am very disappointed in you.
I really thanks Cy for the listening ears and also asking if i need an accompany tomorrow.
Thanks Girl.
but i still think of school work.i think my brain going burst soon.
I will be giving myself a break tomorrow.
But i will still be responsible for my work.
Sorry group mates, but i have already pass my research to Sylvia already.
I need a break tomorrow.
My eyes and my head is hurting me.
My stomach is so damn hungry.
My heart hurts the most by YOU.
but still i love you ):
Its best to let go of you because you will be happy this way.
I love you, so i need you to be happy by letting you go.
But you don't love me anymore, so you don't even care if i am Happy anymore.
I feels like an idiot crying all over. But i just can't stop myself from crying.
I am very disappointed in you.
I really thanks Cy for the listening ears and also asking if i need an accompany tomorrow.
Thanks Girl.
Sunday, 24 May 2009
HAPPY HAPPY DAY SPENT WITH BABY! :D
Had a wonderful day with baby today! :D
& before preparing to go out then realised today is the 24th, so it marks our 1 year and 5 months. Although is nothing special as we don't went to celebrate any monthly anniversary but just nice we are going to have a movie. So i dressed nicely and went out with him ;D
he didn't even know whats today's date lo.lol. After i told him is 24th la, then he oh! hahah.
We went to have our lunch at Manhattan Fish Market at Plaza Singapura. We ate the Seafood Platter for 2 with set drinks (L) and soup of the day (Weird).lol. i put L is because the cup is really large. And for the soup also weird, is orange in colour but taste still okay. But i didn't finish it though. The platter was alright. i like Fish and Co's though.hahah!
After eating went down to the open plaza as got celebrities. There was this Bi8 iDea event. The new show coming out, The Ultimatum's(双子星) casts were there to talk about the show and their character. It was super pack and Warm. And randomly we actually went up to shook hand with all of them.lol. As we were standing at the left side of the stage. After they talks about their character in the show, etc the host says that anyone that would like to go up the stage to shake hands with the celebrities can queue up at the left side of the stage. And so, just nice, we were actually sort of standing at the queue area. So we went up to shake hands with them.lol. The 许美珍 very pretty and 曹国辉 very handsome. 许美珍 even talk to me and say that " 哇，你好多耳洞哦!” (You got so many ear holes!). LOL.Only got four ma..
After that we went over to The Cathay to buy tickets for Night at the Museum 2. Got a 4.30pm show that we could catch but baby decided to watch the digital one at 7.20pm. So he bought the tickets and so we have plenty of time left before we go for the movie.
So we went around and went into a book store. Was in there for quite awhile. Baby even bought a new book for himself. After which we went of of The Cathay and just walk and walk without knowing where we are going. And we decided to go Chijmes. We went to Hog's Breathe Cafe and get a drink. He got himself a pint of Tiger Beer while i got a Tequila Sunrise. We just sit there chat a bit, chill and relax then at around going 7pm we walks back to The Cathay to catch our movie.
Its was nice. And funny. Larry Daley(Ben Stiller) saves the Museum Again. And i learn that "ITT" is Intend To Touch. lol. Its from the movie. And lots of Monkey Slapping again.hahah!
Go and watch it :D
Go to http://www.nightatthemuseummovie.com/ to see the trailer and play some monkey slapping game.hahah.
After the show we catch the train back home.
Tomorrow school ends at 1pm. And i am meeting baby tomorrow!
I spent my day very happily today with YOU!
:D I LOVE YOU!
& before preparing to go out then realised today is the 24th, so it marks our 1 year and 5 months. Although is nothing special as we don't went to celebrate any monthly anniversary but just nice we are going to have a movie. So i dressed nicely and went out with him ;D
he didn't even know whats today's date lo.lol. After i told him is 24th la, then he oh! hahah.
We went to have our lunch at Manhattan Fish Market at Plaza Singapura. We ate the Seafood Platter for 2 with set drinks (L) and soup of the day (Weird).lol. i put L is because the cup is really large. And for the soup also weird, is orange in colour but taste still okay. But i didn't finish it though. The platter was alright. i like Fish and Co's though.hahah!
After eating went down to the open plaza as got celebrities. There was this Bi8 iDea event. The new show coming out, The Ultimatum's(双子星) casts were there to talk about the show and their character. It was super pack and Warm. And randomly we actually went up to shook hand with all of them.lol. As we were standing at the left side of the stage. After they talks about their character in the show, etc the host says that anyone that would like to go up the stage to shake hands with the celebrities can queue up at the left side of the stage. And so, just nice, we were actually sort of standing at the queue area. So we went up to shake hands with them.lol. The 许美珍 very pretty and 曹国辉 very handsome. 许美珍 even talk to me and say that " 哇，你好多耳洞哦!” (You got so many ear holes!). LOL.Only got four ma..
After that we went over to The Cathay to buy tickets for Night at the Museum 2. Got a 4.30pm show that we could catch but baby decided to watch the digital one at 7.20pm. So he bought the tickets and so we have plenty of time left before we go for the movie.
So we went around and went into a book store. Was in there for quite awhile. Baby even bought a new book for himself. After which we went of of The Cathay and just walk and walk without knowing where we are going. And we decided to go Chijmes. We went to Hog's Breathe Cafe and get a drink. He got himself a pint of Tiger Beer while i got a Tequila Sunrise. We just sit there chat a bit, chill and relax then at around going 7pm we walks back to The Cathay to catch our movie.
Its was nice. And funny. Larry Daley(Ben Stiller) saves the Museum Again. And i learn that "ITT" is Intend To Touch. lol. Its from the movie. And lots of Monkey Slapping again.hahah!
Go and watch it :D
Go to http://www.nightatthemuseummovie.com/ to see the trailer and play some monkey slapping game.hahah.
After the show we catch the train back home.
Tomorrow school ends at 1pm. And i am meeting baby tomorrow!
I spent my day very happily today with YOU!
:D I LOVE YOU!
Saturday, 23 May 2009
Its LATE already but i am still here.lol.
going sleep real soon after this.
its Friday today.weekends are here.but boring ones.i wanted to catch Night at the Museum 2 by this weekend (:
baby promised me to bring me to watch this Sunday.Remember arh.
Wondering if i should go and look for him tomorrow.
I don't want to go there just to watch television and play Sudoku.
He will be playing game >.<
but i wants to see him. hais.
I shall see my mood tomorrow.
Can people stop creating new addictive RPG game! lol.
Once there are new games launched, i'll feel so lonely.
Even by sitting beside him on the floor , i would have to move a bit here and there, make some noise so that i could get a little of his attention. I don't want him to face the computer playing game all day.
I am Not trying to be selfish, but could you spare more time for me if i am THERE.
I am Not saying NO to gaming. I agree that you could play game with me around, because there aren't much things we could do together when we are at home, but sometime, i just need some of your attention on me. I really would appreciate so much if i could be your priority.
...but *wait long long*..
I feel so left out even if you are by my Sight. I am glad that you at least never break your promise in saying that you would accompany me to catch a movie :D
Sometimes, I am really getting Bored. I am getting Sian. I have got nothing to Do. Other then Tv, Sudoku, the best way is to Sleep my time away. then Dinner time, eat. Got show to watch, then watch tv. Time's up, Go home.
I shall stop my ranting now.
I need to Sleep.
I will sleep till i have the mood to get up.
Usually quite late. Especially on Week ends unless i set my alarm clock ready.
But i am not going to Rescrict myself from sleeping late.LOL.
Good Night All :D
going sleep real soon after this.
its Friday today.weekends are here.but boring ones.i wanted to catch Night at the Museum 2 by this weekend (:
baby promised me to bring me to watch this Sunday.Remember arh.
Wondering if i should go and look for him tomorrow.
I don't want to go there just to watch television and play Sudoku.
He will be playing game >.<
but i wants to see him. hais.
I shall see my mood tomorrow.
Can people stop creating new addictive RPG game! lol.
Once there are new games launched, i'll feel so lonely.
Even by sitting beside him on the floor , i would have to move a bit here and there, make some noise so that i could get a little of his attention. I don't want him to face the computer playing game all day.
I am Not trying to be selfish, but could you spare more time for me if i am THERE.
I am Not saying NO to gaming. I agree that you could play game with me around, because there aren't much things we could do together when we are at home, but sometime, i just need some of your attention on me. I really would appreciate so much if i could be your priority.
...but *wait long long*..
I feel so left out even if you are by my Sight. I am glad that you at least never break your promise in saying that you would accompany me to catch a movie :D
Sometimes, I am really getting Bored. I am getting Sian. I have got nothing to Do. Other then Tv, Sudoku, the best way is to Sleep my time away. then Dinner time, eat. Got show to watch, then watch tv. Time's up, Go home.
I shall stop my ranting now.
I need to Sleep.
I will sleep till i have the mood to get up.
Usually quite late. Especially on Week ends unless i set my alarm clock ready.
But i am not going to Rescrict myself from sleeping late.LOL.
Good Night All :D
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
its Wednesday.
wasnt at class today.
was selling waffles and sausages in school to raise funds for charity
was tired and after that got assembly.zZ.
met baby after that.
watch and and study at the same time.tomorrow got tps test.
is actually today, but our group was not there for class so he's giving our group a test tomorrow.
Zz.so tired.how to study =X
yesterday sch at 12NN.haha.cos no sports and wellness.
had OA and TPS.
went meet baby (:
baby, please take care of yourself when i am not around okay.
dun faint arh!
:D
wasnt at class today.
was selling waffles and sausages in school to raise funds for charity
was tired and after that got assembly.zZ.
met baby after that.
watch and and study at the same time.tomorrow got tps test.
is actually today, but our group was not there for class so he's giving our group a test tomorrow.
Zz.so tired.how to study =X
yesterday sch at 12NN.haha.cos no sports and wellness.
had OA and TPS.
went meet baby (:
baby, please take care of yourself when i am not around okay.
dun faint arh!
:D
Monday, 18 May 2009
Sunday, 17 May 2009
its a Sunday without my baby ):
track back to Thursday.
went school then worked Dinner shift.and Friday.
went home after school, and met baby at evening as usual.
stayed over his place to accompany him as he will be staying in on Sunday and Monday.
stayed at his place the whole day on Sat.playing Poker on Facebook.
then went off at around 11pm.reached home watch Guess3.
as for today,sleep till afternoon.as i've got nothing to do.lol.
played facebook.went out to eat at tiong.then came back play facebook.
dinner at mac.got the second week's pink glass.got a lime green one last week.
came back home,and facebook as usual.
play Restaurant City.
I need some cheese, mango, cream, egg, pasta to upgrade some food to level 10!
trade with me! :D
working dinner shift tomorrow.
baby stay in tomorrow.just nice.
playing sudoku now.a book i bought quite some time ago.lol.
track back to Thursday.
went school then worked Dinner shift.and Friday.
went home after school, and met baby at evening as usual.
stayed over his place to accompany him as he will be staying in on Sunday and Monday.
stayed at his place the whole day on Sat.playing Poker on Facebook.
then went off at around 11pm.reached home watch Guess3.
as for today,sleep till afternoon.as i've got nothing to do.lol.
played facebook.went out to eat at tiong.then came back play facebook.
dinner at mac.got the second week's pink glass.got a lime green one last week.
came back home,and facebook as usual.
play Restaurant City.
I need some cheese, mango, cream, egg, pasta to upgrade some food to level 10!
trade with me! :D
working dinner shift tomorrow.
baby stay in tomorrow.just nice.
playing sudoku now.a book i bought quite some time ago.lol.
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
its Wednesday.
almost a week no post already.
went clubbing last Friday.
at Phuture , Zouk.
last minute decision.
went with baby.cabbed from his place to my place.
change out and cab to Zouk, which is so near.lol.
club from around 11.30pm to 3.30am.
walked back to my place.
bathed and sleep in air-con room.
\nicee.lol.
woke up before noon on Sat.
and went out for brunch at tiong bahru market.
then took bus over to baby's place.
went for work in the evening.
as for Sunday.
went to find him as usual.
cabbed over.
we quarreled x(((((
but was alright after that.
dinner at Anchor Point.
now we are OK already :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
went school as usual on Monday.
cabbed back home after school as it was raining super heavily.
sorry Girls, was rushing for time.
went meet him.train over Tampines.
went for baby's chalet.was feeling real Sick.
Sleep a lot eh.
was at Changi SAF chalet.
the spiral staircase is nice.but a bit tiring to climb.not used to it bah.lols.
& i went see Doctor on the second day.
MC.
coughing real badly, mere nose block.but No fever.
so No Swine.LOL.
Just back home at 10plus.
Bought mum a Cute Massager from Action City as a Mother's Day Gift.
place it in front of her bag.wait tomorrow she'll see it.hahah.
Tomorrow got Work!
LOVE YOU BABY!
MUACKS!
almost a week no post already.
went clubbing last Friday.
at Phuture , Zouk.
last minute decision.
went with baby.cabbed from his place to my place.
change out and cab to Zouk, which is so near.lol.
club from around 11.30pm to 3.30am.
walked back to my place.
bathed and sleep in air-con room.
\nicee.lol.
woke up before noon on Sat.
and went out for brunch at tiong bahru market.
then took bus over to baby's place.
went for work in the evening.
as for Sunday.
went to find him as usual.
cabbed over.
we quarreled x(((((
but was alright after that.
dinner at Anchor Point.
now we are OK already :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
went school as usual on Monday.
cabbed back home after school as it was raining super heavily.
sorry Girls, was rushing for time.
went meet him.train over Tampines.
went for baby's chalet.was feeling real Sick.
Sleep a lot eh.
was at Changi SAF chalet.
the spiral staircase is nice.but a bit tiring to climb.not used to it bah.lols.
& i went see Doctor on the second day.
MC.
coughing real badly, mere nose block.but No fever.
so No Swine.LOL.
Just back home at 10plus.
Bought mum a Cute Massager from Action City as a Mother's Day Gift.
place it in front of her bag.wait tomorrow she'll see it.hahah.
Tomorrow got Work!
LOVE YOU BABY!
MUACKS!
Thursday, 7 May 2009
LONG LONG STORY..
its Thursday.
school was boring.
playing this "Say Anything" game during school hours as Mr Herman is not in school.he's sick,flu.tsktsk.
school ends at around 4pm.went work place.
slack,talk,eat.
start work 5.20pm.
early punch in.Alan asked me to punch in since i can start work,can earn more.hahah.that's what he say.it was not busy at all.first group of guest came at around 7.30pm.Zzzz.
second floor was not open at all.then first floor never even full.lol.
but got 7 staffs.2 is new staff.then "extra" cat.in pantry make the gula,etc.
last group of guest left at around 10pm.
after eating went off.reached around 11pm.
facebooked.televisioned and bathed.now blog.
tomorrow is Friday.week ends are coming.
rest days.
by the way, i saw Leonard just now.at tiong mrt.he was saying ," so no life arh?". because he asked me,school or work.i said both.after school,then work." he used to telling me" get a life".why are you working so much.." hahah.but to think so, if i don't work,i don't have much things to do.
after hearing what he say,while i was walking back home just now.
i was thinking about what he said.
but i guess i am really used to my busy and sort of hectic lifestyle.
school,work,school,work.just week end relax a bit.then some days of week days without work meet boyf.i am just 18,and i am like a working adult?.idk,maybe not really one,but busy like one.
but i am actually quite happy with my life now,no time is wasted.except for sleeping time.lol.
other then that,meet loved ones,work,or school.i managed my time wisely i guess?
and i am looking forward to a more independent life.my dream was to get a house of my own, and live by myself.or rather with my boyf.or rather i just want to lead an independent life.don't have to let my parent worry about me,and i could just earn my own money (MORE) and take care of them when they are old.
worked with boon last night,and i told him about this too,i am earning my own pocket money, and looking forward to a more independent life. and he was actually saying that it's good,but maybe a bit too tiring.. and yupp,its actually quite tiring at times, after school, was already feeling so tired, but still have to work..but well, that's my life.
but i actually prefer this kind of lifestyle rather then slacking at home after school, buried with tons of assignments or even worst, nothing to do.
i would rather work and earn some money.
am i really tiring myself out too much?
sometime i would just wish that i could sleep and sleep, no work, no school, can just relax my mind, and let it rest forever.sometime when things get too stress out for me,i would rather die in an accident.then there won't be anymore worries to my life.
but thinking through, i am really glad i met my boyf, although every time i meet him, most of the time over at his place,he might just be facing his computer more then me, but i am glad he is by my "sight".just a little hug and concerning words from me makes be feel happy enough.
and how i wish i've got the money to relax myself for a spa or something for once a month?.that's what i wish i could do next time.
am i so easily contented?
i am asking myself so many questions, who would answer them for me?
i myself don't know.
some time my friends around me was asking me, "May, you not tired one arh?", working,studying,complete assignment,accompany boyf,etc".i would just reply."ehs,okay la,tired lo,but used to it le barh". then i will start to feel really tired. then some would say" you got time accompany boyf meh?". then i was saying," got arh,i also not working everyday ma,then week ends also got go find him de".
my life is just filled with work,school, family and boyfriend.
and for family,i don't really spent much time with them.
after school i would have work,after reach home,they are already asleep.then woke up for school,they are out for work/ school.
just some days when i am free from work and not meeting boyf,then i would just see them,have a dinner together.i feel so "old" suddenly,like working my life out for don't know why.
just to earn some pocket money, or maybe "keep" for the future.but to be true,i don't have much savings, but what i earn is what i spent on.not on clothes, or fashion. but of my daily expenses.
though working for just three years.since i am 15.i gain much experiences.from servicing in hospital, to restaurant and even a few days of hectic sales.i faces different kind of customer, from patients, to foreigners, to locals and big bosses. working with nurses and doctors, with seniors and juniors,its all so different. different job scopes and different type of consumers.
may get rather pissed off with some of them,but well,we are still the one who needs to "work" for them.i am amount efforts i put on,the amount of earnings i'll have.i rather regret about spending all my money off right after earnings like a few thousand during my few months of full-time job.
i have lots of goals on life.
get my ass off from ITE.the to poly.off to some Full-time job to earn money to continues study till i get over with schools. then start earning for my life...
18 years old is not too young and not too old.a rather ,middle age for me.to a younger category.but i feel "old" in a sense that i am rather into working.sometime looking at my fingers,i saw actually old,wrinkled hands,though they are not! but sometime i just can't plan my time well for school and work.there may be some assignments to attend to,but i've got to work.so after i am back form tiring work, i have to start working on my assignment.
sometime how i wish that i don't have to work anymore,i can get myself pampered with some new clothes and relaxation. but i just don't have the money to do so.sometime just a good meal one or twice a week i feel so "rich".but after feeling "rich", i have to start earning again.
when can i get to earn and save more money at the same time..
life is like this,live it, or wait to die.
OMG.i have actually poured out so much things from my brain into this "journal" of mine.
okay,i shall stop here.
i know that no one would bother to even read this.HAHAH!
this shall be one of my longest post for this month?.lol.
and lastly, i missed you.
see you soon,
loved (:
school was boring.
playing this "Say Anything" game during school hours as Mr Herman is not in school.he's sick,flu.tsktsk.
school ends at around 4pm.went work place.
slack,talk,eat.
start work 5.20pm.
early punch in.Alan asked me to punch in since i can start work,can earn more.hahah.that's what he say.it was not busy at all.first group of guest came at around 7.30pm.Zzzz.
second floor was not open at all.then first floor never even full.lol.
but got 7 staffs.2 is new staff.then "extra" cat.in pantry make the gula,etc.
last group of guest left at around 10pm.
after eating went off.reached around 11pm.
facebooked.televisioned and bathed.now blog.
tomorrow is Friday.week ends are coming.
rest days.
by the way, i saw Leonard just now.at tiong mrt.he was saying ," so no life arh?". because he asked me,school or work.i said both.after school,then work." he used to telling me" get a life".why are you working so much.." hahah.but to think so, if i don't work,i don't have much things to do.
after hearing what he say,while i was walking back home just now.
i was thinking about what he said.
but i guess i am really used to my busy and sort of hectic lifestyle.
school,work,school,work.just week end relax a bit.then some days of week days without work meet boyf.i am just 18,and i am like a working adult?.idk,maybe not really one,but busy like one.
but i am actually quite happy with my life now,no time is wasted.except for sleeping time.lol.
other then that,meet loved ones,work,or school.i managed my time wisely i guess?
and i am looking forward to a more independent life.my dream was to get a house of my own, and live by myself.or rather with my boyf.or rather i just want to lead an independent life.don't have to let my parent worry about me,and i could just earn my own money (MORE) and take care of them when they are old.
worked with boon last night,and i told him about this too,i am earning my own pocket money, and looking forward to a more independent life. and he was actually saying that it's good,but maybe a bit too tiring.. and yupp,its actually quite tiring at times, after school, was already feeling so tired, but still have to work..but well, that's my life.
but i actually prefer this kind of lifestyle rather then slacking at home after school, buried with tons of assignments or even worst, nothing to do.
i would rather work and earn some money.
am i really tiring myself out too much?
sometime i would just wish that i could sleep and sleep, no work, no school, can just relax my mind, and let it rest forever.sometime when things get too stress out for me,i would rather die in an accident.then there won't be anymore worries to my life.
but thinking through, i am really glad i met my boyf, although every time i meet him, most of the time over at his place,he might just be facing his computer more then me, but i am glad he is by my "sight".just a little hug and concerning words from me makes be feel happy enough.
and how i wish i've got the money to relax myself for a spa or something for once a month?.that's what i wish i could do next time.
am i so easily contented?
i am asking myself so many questions, who would answer them for me?
i myself don't know.
some time my friends around me was asking me, "May, you not tired one arh?", working,studying,complete assignment,accompany boyf,etc".i would just reply."ehs,okay la,tired lo,but used to it le barh". then i will start to feel really tired. then some would say" you got time accompany boyf meh?". then i was saying," got arh,i also not working everyday ma,then week ends also got go find him de".
my life is just filled with work,school, family and boyfriend.
and for family,i don't really spent much time with them.
after school i would have work,after reach home,they are already asleep.then woke up for school,they are out for work/ school.
just some days when i am free from work and not meeting boyf,then i would just see them,have a dinner together.i feel so "old" suddenly,like working my life out for don't know why.
just to earn some pocket money, or maybe "keep" for the future.but to be true,i don't have much savings, but what i earn is what i spent on.not on clothes, or fashion. but of my daily expenses.
though working for just three years.since i am 15.i gain much experiences.from servicing in hospital, to restaurant and even a few days of hectic sales.i faces different kind of customer, from patients, to foreigners, to locals and big bosses. working with nurses and doctors, with seniors and juniors,its all so different. different job scopes and different type of consumers.
may get rather pissed off with some of them,but well,we are still the one who needs to "work" for them.i am amount efforts i put on,the amount of earnings i'll have.i rather regret about spending all my money off right after earnings like a few thousand during my few months of full-time job.
i have lots of goals on life.
get my ass off from ITE.the to poly.off to some Full-time job to earn money to continues study till i get over with schools. then start earning for my life...
18 years old is not too young and not too old.a rather ,middle age for me.to a younger category.but i feel "old" in a sense that i am rather into working.sometime looking at my fingers,i saw actually old,wrinkled hands,though they are not! but sometime i just can't plan my time well for school and work.there may be some assignments to attend to,but i've got to work.so after i am back form tiring work, i have to start working on my assignment.
sometime how i wish that i don't have to work anymore,i can get myself pampered with some new clothes and relaxation. but i just don't have the money to do so.sometime just a good meal one or twice a week i feel so "rich".but after feeling "rich", i have to start earning again.
when can i get to earn and save more money at the same time..
life is like this,live it, or wait to die.
OMG.i have actually poured out so much things from my brain into this "journal" of mine.
okay,i shall stop here.
i know that no one would bother to even read this.HAHAH!
this shall be one of my longest post for this month?.lol.
and lastly, i missed you.
see you soon,
loved (:
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
Tuesday, 5 May 2009
getting SICKK )):
i am getting sick already.
i can sense it..lol.
started coughing liao.
must be KFC.hahah.
tomorrow and Thurs will be working.Sun too,Lunch shift.
met baby as usual just now.
bought dinner over to his place.
went off after ten.
Swine Flu Swine Flu Swine Flu~~~
everywhere hear people talking about it,in school,on television,in public..
Virus virus everywhere..
i don't want fall sick . . .
i can sense it..lol.
started coughing liao.
must be KFC.hahah.
tomorrow and Thurs will be working.Sun too,Lunch shift.
met baby as usual just now.
bought dinner over to his place.
went off after ten.
Swine Flu Swine Flu Swine Flu~~~
everywhere hear people talking about it,in school,on television,in public..
Virus virus everywhere..
i don't want fall sick . . .
Monday, 4 May 2009
Restaurant City ;D
Last post was Sat?
as for Sunday.
went baby's place as usual.
watch television whole day.lol.
got the star award repeat on channel 8.
so re-watch it.lol.
kfc for lunch.
bought from tiong before going his place.
then dinner was pork chop fried rice.
went off at 11plus.after playing facebook.
and i just fully re-arrange ALL the furniture in my Restaurant City on Facebook.
finally can get the maximum popularity ;D
满足！
Today not going meet baby because he got urgent work to be done in camp.so will be home late.so tomorrow then can meet him.
miss you!
(:
as for Sunday.
went baby's place as usual.
watch television whole day.lol.
got the star award repeat on channel 8.
so re-watch it.lol.
kfc for lunch.
bought from tiong before going his place.
then dinner was pork chop fried rice.
went off at 11plus.after playing facebook.
and i just fully re-arrange ALL the furniture in my Restaurant City on Facebook.
finally can get the maximum popularity ;D
满足！
Today not going meet baby because he got urgent work to be done in camp.so will be home late.so tomorrow then can meet him.
miss you!
(:
Saturday, 2 May 2009
Public Holiday
its Saturday.
yesterday was public holiday.
so no school.
went out to meet baby at bugis.
he suggested us to go out de(:
we went iluma,the enw shopping centre and i start complaining hungry,so went over bugis junction buy some finger food.drank starbucks.then went over.meet maki and wynette.went over shaw tower to have dinner at sofra.a turkish cafe and restaurant.
it was okay.me and boyf's taste not that type.lol.both us us dont really fancy the food.
i think cab home straight afetr that.forgot if we went anywhere else.lol.
as for today.
went his place.and went funan.
meet matt and xiang.
didnt met with juvone as she wasnt feeling well ):
but still,met with huiting and weiquan.
helped them collected their pay.and all of us have dinner at pastamania.
after eating went walk around.
and cabbed home.
nothing much already.
laptop is dead.
using desk top now.
after an hour plus.is still not yet shut down.stuck at windows is shutting down screen.for fking long already.
-.-"
yesterday was public holiday.
so no school.
went out to meet baby at bugis.
he suggested us to go out de(:
we went iluma,the enw shopping centre and i start complaining hungry,so went over bugis junction buy some finger food.drank starbucks.then went over.meet maki and wynette.went over shaw tower to have dinner at sofra.a turkish cafe and restaurant.
it was okay.me and boyf's taste not that type.lol.both us us dont really fancy the food.
i think cab home straight afetr that.forgot if we went anywhere else.lol.
as for today.
went his place.and went funan.
meet matt and xiang.
didnt met with juvone as she wasnt feeling well ):
but still,met with huiting and weiquan.
helped them collected their pay.and all of us have dinner at pastamania.
after eating went walk around.
and cabbed home.
nothing much already.
laptop is dead.
using desk top now.
after an hour plus.is still not yet shut down.stuck at windows is shutting down screen.for fking long already.
-.-"
Friday, 1 May 2009
BUSY~
hey all!
didnt blog pass few days as i was BUSY.
on Tue got work.
and then lazy blog.
was doing some research for project till quite late.
then Wed,which was yesterday.
had PTM,and stayed over baby's place.
too tired,fell asleep,and he ask me to sleep over.
then today,worked dinner.
superb Busy.then some went out for OC.
steamboat after work,went off and took last train.
tomorrow is Public Holiday.
yayness~
sleep~~~
Sat meeting Twinn!
xD
didnt blog pass few days as i was BUSY.
on Tue got work.
and then lazy blog.
was doing some research for project till quite late.
then Wed,which was yesterday.
had PTM,and stayed over baby's place.
too tired,fell asleep,and he ask me to sleep over.
then today,worked dinner.
superb Busy.then some went out for OC.
steamboat after work,went off and took last train.
tomorrow is Public Holiday.
yayness~
sleep~~~
Sat meeting Twinn!
xD
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