you jus SUCKS.FCUKYOU.
such a fcukin day today.but well.its sort of solved lerh.cos of wat i did.as i was damn angry jus now.SUPER DUPER ANGRY.wat derh fcuk you wan larh.ask me do tis do tat.think i superwomen arg.we didnt even talk back larhs.still scold nana.say her talk back to you.she jus hmm.orh.ya.didnt even say anything.thr you are shoutin to us sayin "you all think you all temp staff than can jus talk back lidat ar.i can jus call back derh management and then sack you all derh."wat derh fcuk larh.then i was damn bloody angry.then she like wat lidat.ask us claer de rm.then nana's file put thr.ask her put away.say dun wan see her stuff in derh rm.ask her why she standin thr do nth.say tis,say tat.then even derh bp cuff.de blue one.derh one ferh not so big size de adult one.was put on de table.cos we are usin de bigger one.then she ask me.may.wat is tis doin here.i was like.tis is bp cuff larh.not used one larh.jus put here ma.then if nd jus change lo.then she like.dun jus put here.ask sn wong.if it is not nd.jus throw it away.wtf she wan la.is a bp cuff ferh de machine one wat.then ask to throw it away ferh wat.then i jus tkae de cuff.and walked out of de rm.then into de office.asked sn wong.wat to do wid it.then she like bring to me ferh wat.i say sn chu ask me to ask you one.if not throw away.i was like.ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhh.and i really cant take it anymore.i shouted.inside derh office."i cant stand her anymore larh!she wan me do tis do tat.think i superwomen arg!."and i bursted into tears.hais.then they ask me wat happened.i jus say is chu larh.ask em do tis do tat.then thr is really nth to do.then scold us sayin why are we standin thr doin nth.then ask me take some cards and chop.but de other sn says tat we haf chopped enough cards alrd larh.then i even finished cuttin ALL de gauze swap larh.thr is like so many damn lots of packets of cutted gauze swap in de cardboard lerh.then wat she wan.ask her login de comp so tat i can key in de aurora.cos ytd one also haven key in yet.but then she like.i dunno.wat is tat.wat derh fcuk larh.she sn here.also can dunno liao.then ask us.derh temp staffs.who doesnt even got any trainin before as nurses.wat she expect us to noe.we really dunno sth.then she ask us.we jus reply her sayin dunno.then she like.wat u also dunno.but we really dunno anything la.then i was bring to rm 16.to jonna rm.supervisor.then she asked me to cool down.and then ask me to tell her wat happed lo.then she ask me.how abt nana.then i say even nana cant take it lo.she jus scolded her jus now larh.is jus tat nan still can stand her.but i cant!.then she called rm 9.and asked nana to come rm 16.when nana was thr.joanna asked her.i noe may cant take it alrd.but you look strong.you still can take it?.and straight after tat.nana cried.sayin.you think i can even stand tat chu arh.and so.we cont talkin those stuffs tat happened to joanna.and nana told her abt chu sayin de sack us tat stuff.and i was damn fed up.i shouted again.sayin "she wan to sack then sack larh.i also dun wanna work here alrd larh!.grrrrrrrrrrrrh!." jonna asked us to relax and stuff.then tell us sth.then she tell me.frm wat she heard frm chu last few times.chu has been complimentin me.sayin tat i can be easily trained.as a temp staff.i am doin very well.ect.she tot tat i and chu has been workin well tgt.thus.she was shocked tat i told her i cant stand chu anymore.ect.then i jus told her tat i haf been wantin to tell her tat larh.jus noe she is always bz.tats why nv tell her.then now.i jus bursted.tellin her everything.when sayin all those.i was like boiling larh.my whole body was red.and i even feel like faintin soon.i haf nv been so damn angry ferh quite sometime alrd la.then joanna ask us not to get too stress up.and athen ask us."do you two wanna come ferh work tmrw ?" we was quiet ferh sometime.then nana said yes.so.i nodded.then she ask us to go to pantry.cool down.drink some water.dun nd go rm 9 alrd.then say she will let us go at 5pm.says tat she will help us punch out our time card.then someone called.sayin got a patient complain sayin tat they had waited ferh very long alrd.and they wanna see our supervisor.then jonna asked chu to help.after afew mins.a psa came in.and told her tat chu says tat she is bz wid some stuffs.ask de actin manager to go.then jonna was also fed up wid her alrd.then asked de psa to tell chu tat i wan her to attend to them.but after she talked to us.then we went pantry.she went off to attend to de patient.even we can see tat jonna is alrd fed up wid her larh.she jus sucks larh.grrrh!.tmrw still haf to go work and she her shit face.but well.at least i had vented out all my anger which has been stuck in me ferh some time.and finally jonna noes everything.cos i haf been wantin to tell her.so now she should noe how we felt.durin de start of our work.she even say tat we should work here feelin happy and also to enjoy ourself.but then i am NOT enjoyin at all.or maybe at times whr chu was thr.other then tat.it was still okay.and also.today mornin i was supposed to assist doc at rm 4 wid ros.but early in derh mornin.chu was thr.sayin ferh me.askin me to rm 11 help them write de bld test.then i was like.wtf.then ard 11.i went to rm 4.jus like only after two patient.someone.called me back to rm 11 again.then i went back.derh first thing is.thr was jus one patient sittin thr takin bld.and then.chu says.may.come here.help me write.its like is not as if thr are like damn lots of patients thr.makin her so bz larh.thr is jus one tis patient thr.whr i can suppose to be in rm 4.learnin new stuff.and buddyin wid ros to assist doc john.its like not derh first time alrd larh.last wk at rm 13.also lidat.i was wid ju.then someone called to ask me to go rm 11 help.then i go thr.no patient.and only pat.then she ask me why i here.then i say someone call me in to help.then she says thr is no patient.when she nds help she will call.ask me who call.and i dunno ma.is ju pick up de call one.so i went back to rm 13.then ju says is chu called derh.grrh.stupid sia.thr is like not a single patient in thr.she ask me go back thr ferh wat fcuk.if thr is patient thr still okay larh.at least got thing fehr me to do.but thr was nobody.then if i really waites thr again.and if she sees me standin thr.she will once again says why am i standin thr doin nth.hais.everything is doin well in derh job.but jsu becos of her.spolits everything larhs.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sry ferh tis super long post.

i am gg meet dear tmrw.happpie.but also not long.but well.at least i can cya tmrw.i am statisfied lerh..dun worry so much abt me alrights?.i am okayy.love you.