25th DEC

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE ;DDD
hmmm.i am finally not so lazy to update tis blogg of mine today.lols.i was out ferh work on mon.but it was sort of a half day.so worked then had a lunch bufffet at clinic.thr was damn lot of nice food.and i ate till super full larhs.i ate quite a few curry puffs at first.then eat bee hoon.otak.satays.turkey.ect.then ate curry de potato.cos it look so nice.and derh gravy was thick thick de.it was very nice.ate dessert also.ice longan.drank ice lemon tea.still got pizza.but i nv eat.thr was still many food.but i was too full lerh.lols.after tat they got de xmas present xchange.but we de temp staff didnt joined in.jus see see.but it was damn lots of laughters.hahas.funny larhs.after tat joanna gave each of de staff a small bag as a xmas gift.then went meet you at jurong after tat went imm walk ard.then took bus 51 to bugis.slept in derh bus.i was really tired.went ard shoppin ferh any new clothes.but didnt bought any lo.after tat jiu went down to marina bay lerh.he went off to meet his frns.and i waited ferh nic they all thr.went eat steamboat.fun fun fun ;DDD.went to city hall meet weiyang.went marina sq thr de 7-11.bought some drinks.then went ard esplanade derh area.countdown!!.lols.we played true or DARE!only dare lors.but i didnt joined in.i was tired actually.and also dun wanna DARE wid them.lols.jolyn didnt join also.hmm.oh ya.b4 tat we were also playin wid de spray.lols.fun larhs.but kana sth.=x.nth much.hahas.went merlion thr lookin ferh toilet ard 5plus.lols.then jolyn went homed.and we went back to derh place.but we didnt play much lerh.jus some true lo.hmm.oh still got.hmm.thanks ar."uncle".ferh helpin me carry de bag.=x.and also gettin it back.nearly lost.at de steamboat thr.cabbed back home wid "uncle", and matt.hahas.reached home.wash up abit.then jiu orh orh liao.at 7plus am.work up at 12nn.then bathed.jiu went out to clementi.k-box!!.it was fun fun!.b4 tat went eat lunch at kfc first.was hungry T_T.oh well.i sang alot.loves!!!..singin jus rocks.hahas.lols.sang frm 2 to 7 lidat.then jiu went homed liaos.watchin tv currently.hahas.tmrw got work again...

NEW blogskin.was too boredd.so i try lookin ferh some blogskins.& now changed to tis one.
i jus saw a big cockroach.and well.its late now.i shall go slp liao.tmrw still got work.
& dearr jus called me to say tat he dreamt of me.and then went back to slp lerh.hahas
dearrr;are you dreamin jus now when you called me?lols.

bloggg.ytd didnt blogg.cos i was too lazy to type also.woke up and bathed.then went down ah ma hse.didnt help out.cos thr was alrd somebody thr to cook,ect.so jus slack slack.talk talk.then ard 6plus?.we start eatin and stuff.then after they played mahjong.then de younger kids played cards.lols.then de teens was chattin ard.abt work and stuffs.expection my younger cousin.regina.cos all de other youngers kids are all derh guys.then she joined us.we were boredd.so me,my cousin regina and lynn.who is my cousin de fiancee.they are gettin married next yr MAY.hahas.we three came back to my hse.then watched SAW.then after movie went down to get our xmas pressies.hahas.we ate log cake too.then ard 3plus lidat they all jiu went back home.only my big aunt and de son stayed at ah ma hse.me ans stay thr.till ard like 5plus.when like all de others were "dead".then i went home.and slp.lols.woke up at 12plus xDD then bathed went down ah ma hse.then went downstairs buy rice only.then went back ah hse eat.after tat jiu cmae back home.slack slack.watchin tv.talkin cock wid hock.lols.its rainin super heavily now.tmrw is xmas eve.gg out wid dearr ((:

me and my cousin katherine.

me and my cousin regina.

AMARULA-marula fruit cream.its wine.in small bottle.tastes nice lor.

wheee.fri~.hahas.worked in rm 11 as usual.chu was on mc.today's work was borin.lol.then took some pics.jus gotta upload some.and i finally dl those song tat i want frm witch yu hee.hahas.yippee.tmrw got a celebration ferh x'mas at ah ma.hahas.but he wun be comin.but i shall see him on MON.i miss you too.

my BP. (first try)

my BP. (scond try).after i rest ferh some time.lols.but my pulse rate seems to be higher.hahas.

tis is fadilah.tis is nana.

the three tpsa at ttshtis is my weight.took jus now.i am gg to LOSE weight.at least till 45kg =X

heys ;DDD
its public holiday today.so NO work.hahas.went out wid dearr.met him at ps.then went eat at ljs.then jiu went centrepoint find renuka.pei-ed her haf her lunch.and we saw selvam.lols.after tat sent her back to work lerh.we actually wanna go catch alvin and derh chipmunks derh.but missed derh earlier.so we jus went walkin ard derh whole orchard.lols.finally took a bus to suntec.cot walkin ard.then he went eat dinner.after tat walk ard lerh jiu took bus to ps opp.then change 16.to my hse area.actually gg home lerh.lazy go javier's hse ferh bbq.but ph is gg.so dun wan ps her.hahas.walked to tiong.cabbed to javier's hse thr.guess wat.we only manage to cook ard not even 1/10 of derh food.lols.as we only can bbq till like 10pm?!.wth la.so early.so i jus ate a few sausages.lols.tats ferh my dinner.=x then helped to pack up some stuffs.took back to his hse.he has got a dog.haha.and derh dog loved to pee alot huh.LOLS.went back ard 11pm.reached home at 11.20pm.sry dearr.im late.as he told me to reach home at 11pm ): & im waitin ferh your sms reply.

blogg.nth much to write abt.same thing.today in rm 11.chu come back work liao.but not inside rm 11 today.cos her right hand injured or sth la.so cant work in de rm.hahas.i feel so much like a nurse today.but im NOT.hahas.cos i do explainin to derh patient ferh their sputum induction.help explain quite afew things to derh patients.those things tat nurses should be tellin them.lols.cos i heard them sayin ferh so many damn lots of times liao.also noe lerh.hahas.fun fun.i feel i am much closer to most of my colleague thr liao.since ytd nite de gatherin.hahas.it rellay helps to bring us all tgt as one.and also derh helpin of decoratin ferh our x'mas.cos we all work tgt as a team.tmrw is public holiday.wheeez.meetin dear tmrw.yippee!

bloggg.went work alone again.cos derh other two both not gg work.and i also not gg wid them derh.worked in rm 9 all day long.cos both nana and fadilah nv come.lucky today not as much patients.did some stringin up of derh stars in rm 9 also.ard 4 plus.start helpin to string up derh stars in rm 16.as tmrw will be derh judgin day ferh de competition.x'mas deco.so we all worked as a team.to finish up all derh deco.and i finally end work at 1930 lidat.then got ready to go out ferh our dinner.went united sq de swensen.eat until super full.had de chicken cutlet wid colesaw,fries.then joanna xchange her bbq chicken wid me when finishin lidat.lols.its so big larhsdidnt finish it all.after tat stil got log cake.and also ice cream.i was super full.its a very warming gatherin ferh clinic 2b.nv see all of us tgt b4.although stil got quite a few staffs not thr.after tat ard 9 plus.we went off.mrt-ed home.reached home ard 10plus.bathed.bloggin.on phone wid dear now.i also miss you lots.cya on thu worz.public holiday.wheeez.

the xmas tree outside united sq.

flyin santa.lols.right in front of derh door of our clinic.

our clinic de xmas tree.haven on lights yet.derh lights are blue.

its mon.start of workin day.sians.went work alone today.it was not crowded cos im early ma.bought bread at tiong.reached ttsh.bought soya bean.then eat them outside derh clinic thr.wid nana.hahas.then start work.in rm 11.booked wat to eat ferh swensen tmrw after work ferh our clinic 2b dinner.hahas.fadilah took half day cos she gg ferh her so call family matters.lols.then both her and nana went lunch at 12nn.& joanna called to rm 9 ask me whr's nana.then i said she went ferh lunch ma.then she say she recieved a msg frm nana.sayin at she gg see doc.lols.& to my guessin.not only fadilah didnt come back.nana also nv come back.so i went ferh lunch late.actually dunno can go anot lidat la.cos no one in rm 9 assistin ma.then i asked patricia.then she ask me to go.so went lunch at velocity.kfc.wid ph.then went back ferh work.thr was damn lots pf patient frm like 2.30 lidat.it was busy,busy.busy.grrrrh.but i managed it well.hahas.then joanna brought in a pateint askin to take ht,wg.bld pressure.askin me whr's nana.then i say nv see her lo.cos she really didnt come back.then she look very frustrated.then jiu went off lerh.lols.then string yup abt 10 strings of stars tgt.till end work.went home alone.and it was empty empty empty.hahas.tmrw both johnny and ph not gg work.sians.tmrw gg haf lunch alone liao.borrriiigggg.lols.after work gg swensen (:
I MISS YOU!

didnt blogg ferh derh last few days.to lazy to even on my comp.thus cant blogg also.lols.fri went homed wid ph.then went meet nic,matt,jolyn at safra.ect.lazy to elaborate much.nic,me,jolyn went eat.then went back.played pool awhile.me wid dehui.jolun wid nic.played wid derh hamster also.hahas.then went nic hse atch tv.talked on phone wid dear.went back safra to wait ferh dehui to end work.then we really went up to mount faber.lols.7 person.me,dehui,jas,nic,jolun,weiyang,matt.played true or dare.it was fun,fun,fun.lols.secret btw de 7 of us ehs.lols.went back home at 6plus am.cabbec wid matt.reach home wash up.slp.till afternoon.went down ah ma hse eat.ect.quarelled wid dear.but it as solved.then today went out wid dear.actually wanna go climb mount faber derh.lol.i noe im siao la,hahas.but i dunno wat to do ma.but in derh end met nic and matt.went nic hse.played wid dooggie.then went orchard.met jolyn.quarelled wid dear somhow again.okay,im wrong.i give him attitude.then ok lerh then sth wrong again.hais.but now,we are alright still.i love you.nth can break us apart lerh.no more sry.no more tears.i really hate myself ferh havin tat type of attitude and hate myself ferh being angry.so sorry.

tmrw i guess im gg ferh work alone.cos ph gg start work at 9am.so i gg work alone lerh bah.

blogggin.hahas.lst few days bz doin my calender ferh dear.finally done lerh.gave it to him jus now liao.its all my hard work and sincerity.i spent two nites doin it.i love it so much.hope you will like it too.as ferh tue.work as usual in rm 11 and 9.nth much happened.but had lunch w/o johnny.cos his lunch at 12.winnie peied him.me and ph went eat ljs at velocity.as of ytd.went work.but was measurin de paper,tear,fold,squeeze de stars.ferh christmas deco derh.hahas.whole day doin tat.in rm 9.had lunch wid ph only.ate malay food at b1.so oily.not good.as ferh today.went work wid ph only.de other two meetin ltr and go tgt.in rm 9 again.but is cont foldin de stars larh.and some time in rm 11 when thr is alot of patient.then help them to label.today got alot of blood test.ard 140 lidat.so lots.last few days not alot.as quite a few docs took leave to go ferh holiday.so nmot much patients.in rm 9 also.not much.but ferh today only.alot.see how tmrw.lols.we finsihed only abt 516 stars all tgt.as nana counted.hahas.and we were told tat they nd 2500 stars all tgt.lols.so lots.wonder how ar.some staffs stayed back to do those stars.i took a roll of wrapin ppr back to do.but still haven start.very lazy la.aiya.tmrw at nite then do.then sat bring to clinic give them lo.hahas.after work today went to meet dear at bugis.waited ferh jolyn,nic,bb.hahas.bb so cute larhs.i carried him too.took some pics also.went walk ard bugis street,.then went to esplanade wid dear after tat.de others went home.i am so happiie today.dear,i loveee youuu.muackz!

today's work was funny and also abit frustrating.
lols.worked in rm 11 writin de blood test cos fadilah was not at work again.jus cos she woke up late.then didnt come ferh work alrd.lols.had lunch at 12nn wid de other three.went work tgt also.cos ph today no more 8am start work.after lunch worked in rm 9.takin ht,wg,bld pressure.frm 3 to 3.30 damn lots of ppl.then stop some time.then to ard 4 lidat.ppl start to increasin again.then nana was asked to ard to ask staff if wanna go ferh a sn hse warmin.left me alone.then still got alot of ppl lo.then got tis one guy.was like queuein outside de rm.and others start queuein.lols.then i was like sayin.jus put it on the tray.then wait ferh me to call.then de guy jus shouted and in chinese."不会早点讲啊,害我象白痴这样站在外面等.".stupid larhs.its like wahh.nth to say.his attitude like shit larh.then i got patient inside takin bld pressure ma.then de daughter also inside.then she like lookin at tat guy.then say wah.how can he lidat de.lols.then after tat jiu cont takin ppl bld pressure le lo.till tat guy turn.he like say again.then i was damn frustrated.and i said you cannot blame me de ma.is like thr are alot of patients waitin and i was jus alone in de rm helpin.i cant be like so multitasking doin all de work de ma.so de guy jus kept quiet.hahas.but he said thank you after tat.at least he is still not tat bad attitude.lols.after nana cmae back.we still got left not much patient.and got tis particular patient.tot tat nana is a chinese.and he tot tat i am a malay.lols.funny la.then nana says is she malay la.hahas.maybe cos her grandma is sort of a chinese.then i am a chinese la.and maybe cos my grandpa is sort of a indonesian.but i really doesnt look like one la.lols.then he like say no wonder.usually pure chinese and pure malays wun haf such nice features de.lols.then we were like laughin in de rm.hahas.and nana was like complain sayin today got quite a few ppl mistaken her as chinese lerh.hahahas.lucky mine not really haf la.lols.went sq2 and novena sq walk ard after work.ph and me.we were both hungry.hahahas.so we went buy bread frm breadtalk.then cont walkin ard till de other two end work.then jiu went home le.
not be meetin dear tmrw le.cos he got sth on.i worry ferh you lei.must take care lots hurh.
i loveee youu.

im SORRY.
ferh everything tat makes you sad,angry,irritated,feel bad or stupid.
you are really very good to me.
thank you.
i feels guilty still..
dun nd say sorry to me.

i love you

no mood.
hais.
jus now went out wid dear,nic,jolyn,matt.went watch movie again.tis time at the cathay.
i dunno wat to say lerh.

jus home-d.watched golden compass.it was not bad.hanyang.hanqiang,kang was also thr too.walked back wid dino and weikok.
dear; sry.if you are really angry.
=(

bloggin time.hahas.last few days lazy to blogg.i didnt even on my comp lo.tired larhs.

6th nov-thur
was kana awaken by winnie msg first.tellin me tat she wun be meetin us tgt to work as she woke up late.and then i jus wanted to cont slpin ferh jus a few mins but see still got one more msg.tot who.and was frm weikok.askin me to mrnin call him at 7am.and tis really then shock me up.lol.then called him.he can even ask call me ferh?.lol.both jus woke up derh person talkin on phone.blurr+blurr.lol.heard frm him he havin a mock test.scare cant wake up on time.tats why ask me call him.hahas.after tat prepare le jiu went tiong.waited ferh johnny.and in the end.i feel weird la.cos late ferh like 10mins leh.called him.he said he at home.meetin his frn to work.-.-" says tat he told winnie le.tot she will tell me.wth.then i say winnie nv tell him she not meetin us also meh.he says nv....wth larh.really communication prob sia.so went work alone.then saw weikok at mrt thr.but he nv saw me la.lol.had lunch wid winnie and ph.then after work went home straight wid ph.no shoppin cos i will be gg out.reached home.buy food frm downstairs.then went meet guowei,hanyang,hanqiang,kang at tenchi outside thr.went cineleisure kbox.and i did won hanyang.cos i sang more songs then him lorh.lol.cabbed home wid hanyang.de three of the others walked home.as i got work.so i cabbed wid hanyang.reached home at 2plus am.and was only able to slp at ard 3am.wasnt feelin like to slp when reach home.but forced myself to slp.was thinkin if will i be able to wake up ferh work de next day.and i did manage to (:

7th nov-fri
woke up on time ferh work.and winnie was again sayin not meetin us.woke up late again.tis time even ltr.hahas.i msged johnny straight askin if he still meetin me first.if not ar.like de other dat lidat jiu die liao.so met him tgt to work.work in rm 11 again.cos fadilah buddyin wid ju assistin doc.somemore is chu ask me to help de.her attitude btr liao.lol.but still.dun like her.she dun let fadilah go and assist doc derh lo.bad la.then ju told chu tat fadilah must follow her today.tats why she was thr de.if not three times le lo.last two says fadilah was suppose to go also.but chu dun let her go.wth la.even ju aslo say her.say she cant work wid her own hands meh.lol.so not only me,fadilah,nana sayin her.de rest of de staffs too.hahas.ju called chu as my step mother la.wtf.after work met ph.she waited ferh me.and i suddenly got a call frm dear askin me to go find them.i was at orchard.inside de train.then he called.then ask me whr am i.i say orchard.then he like go down go down.i was shock.and bluurr.so jus went out.ph also shock.then it was like.jolyn got de phone frm him.tellin me to wait ferh another train.go somerset.they at centre pt.lols.then i msg ph tellin her wat happened.lol.went find them.had my dinner.jolyn de baby very cuteee.heex.after tat jiu went home lerh.

TODAY-
waited ferh dear to msg me.cos he says he wake up will msg me.then finally he called.hahas.then we quarrel abit.but we ok lerh.met him at jurong east.went eat.then walked ard.was wantin to go imm de.but then mum called.askin me to go back by 6.cos we gg celebrate grandma b'dae.so i pei him ferh awhile more then went home.its still so early.i miss him larhs.but he says he meetin me tmrw ;DD loveees.so i went grandma hse.then went out to eat.at teh gui.then went tiong.buy some stuffs.$50 over.shampoo,conditioner,de clean contact lens de.then blanket.tats mummy de.then went print some photos.got us de.hahas.wanted to do sth wid it.ferh our anni.((: gg out now.watch movie.lols.

bloggg.well.went work.w/o ph again.cos she has to start at 8am again.hahas.and i didnt work in rm 11 today.wheeees.was at rm 9 ferh awhile.and tat fcuked up old women shows us tat buay song face.lol.then also called me jus once.wid tat tone.askin me to sent hbA1C to diabetic and endocrine centre.dots.then went rm 4.find ros.then do some printin of patient's sputum result.then went rm 9 again.till ard 10.30.then go abck rm 4.cos start appt arld.first patient.was wid doc john.he's nice.assist till 12 plus.then sn wong ask me go lunch.but wanna go at 1pm cos de rest gg at 1.and also nana and fadilah wanna go tgt.so i asked them to go first lo.then i do some aurora.till ard 1plus.then went lunch.cos they went ferh lunch at 12.10.so came back at 1.10.got a few missed calls frm johnny.cos my phone in loacker ma.no pockets.then called winnie.met them.had lunch at kopitiam.after tat went back work.at rm 5.wid ming ming.doc phoa.she hmmm.okay lo.not very gd.temper also got abit of problem de.lol.he anyhow shoe temper.cos patient was holdin on to his own cxr(x-ray) ma.and i dunno.cos he's not thr.he was somewhr else.not outside.think went toilet.then she like.whr's patient cxr.then i say he not outside.and also if they haf any w/f(x-ray de slip) wid them.they should be puttin them outside in de tray.but thr was none.and also ming ming was not in derh rm.she was bz in office.then she ask frm me x-ray form.ferh de patient to do another x-ray.then i went out.he was outside.he was holdin on to it.i asked frm him de w/f.then passed to doc phoa.then she was angry.and pushed derh stack of x-ray form on de floor.grrh.i jus pick them up and hack care.lucky i wasnt in quite bad mood or sth.if not i wun haf derh mood liao.but well.afterall.she is still alright.so its okayy.hahas.finish handling all patients.at ard 5.20pm.went to check out casesheets.then went rm 9 sit thr.no patient ma.then ard 5.30.went off.hahas.punched card.called dear.then went met him and nic at suntec.he was at tis nokia shop thr.waitin.as he nds to help his grandma wid her phone.then done.went eat.chicken rice.after tat went 7-11.then sat down wat ferh jolyn.but in de end.she says she cant come out.mum called too.cos my younger cousin.regina.suddenly nds go ferh operation.as her stomach pain.then after scannin.thr was sth growin in her stomach thr.so nd operation.hais.somemore today her b'dae ): much relaly take care lotsss.after tat we went to esplanade.got tis art exhibition.cute ar.hahas.by young kids de.then went roof top awhile.was all wet ma.jus rained.then jiu went down lo.near de river thr.walked to merlion thr.took some pics.hahas.had fun.lovesss.heex.went took bus 131.to bm interchange.then went ntuc awhile wid dear.then he sent me back to bm interchange to wait ferh my bus.after tat.he went off.reached home ard 10plus.bathed.then on comp.blogg.tmrw is thu lerh.quite fast actually.i think.then jiu fri.think got band bbq tis fri?.lol.i forgotten.hahas.and i meetin dear tis sat.and tis sat we gg celebrates my grandma's b'dae.and dear says tat he wanna go.and he is really gg.lol.hmmmm.well.i also dunno.hahas.
& promise is a big word.dun keep promises when u cant do it.although u keep sayin tat u can.frm my understandin.i noe is not really can de la.so i din expect much too luh.but u jus wanna say it as a promise.so i jus except it as a 'promise' lorh.and now...but i say tis not cos im angry or wat.im not angry or anything alrights??(:
im jus tryin to say tat do not use de word promise too lightly.cos it is not jus any simple word.
i loves you.



tis derh few pics we took.hahas ;D
ferh more pics.go frnster see lo.hahas.

*HHMMMMMMMMMMM*
tis is jus an updated post ferh renuka.*smiles*
hahas.i wun care abt her larh.
& may still LOVES you too ;D
meet up SOON alrights?

you jus SUCKS.FCUKYOU.
such a fcukin day today.but well.its sort of solved lerh.cos of wat i did.as i was damn angry jus now.SUPER DUPER ANGRY.wat derh fcuk you wan larh.ask me do tis do tat.think i superwomen arg.we didnt even talk back larhs.still scold nana.say her talk back to you.she jus hmm.orh.ya.didnt even say anything.thr you are shoutin to us sayin "you all think you all temp staff than can jus talk back lidat ar.i can jus call back derh management and then sack you all derh."wat derh fcuk larh.then i was damn bloody angry.then she like wat lidat.ask us claer de rm.then nana's file put thr.ask her put away.say dun wan see her stuff in derh rm.ask her why she standin thr do nth.say tis,say tat.then even derh bp cuff.de blue one.derh one ferh not so big size de adult one.was put on de table.cos we are usin de bigger one.then she ask me.may.wat is tis doin here.i was like.tis is bp cuff larh.not used one larh.jus put here ma.then if nd jus change lo.then she like.dun jus put here.ask sn wong.if it is not nd.jus throw it away.wtf she wan la.is a bp cuff ferh de machine one wat.then ask to throw it away ferh wat.then i jus tkae de cuff.and walked out of de rm.then into de office.asked sn wong.wat to do wid it.then she like bring to me ferh wat.i say sn chu ask me to ask you one.if not throw away.i was like.ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhh.and i really cant take it anymore.i shouted.inside derh office."i cant stand her anymore larh!she wan me do tis do tat.think i superwomen arg!."and i bursted into tears.hais.then they ask me wat happened.i jus say is chu larh.ask em do tis do tat.then thr is really nth to do.then scold us sayin why are we standin thr doin nth.then ask me take some cards and chop.but de other sn says tat we haf chopped enough cards alrd larh.then i even finished cuttin ALL de gauze swap larh.thr is like so many damn lots of packets of cutted gauze swap in de cardboard lerh.then wat she wan.ask her login de comp so tat i can key in de aurora.cos ytd one also haven key in yet.but then she like.i dunno.wat is tat.wat derh fcuk larh.she sn here.also can dunno liao.then ask us.derh temp staffs.who doesnt even got any trainin before as nurses.wat she expect us to noe.we really dunno sth.then she ask us.we jus reply her sayin dunno.then she like.wat u also dunno.but we really dunno anything la.then i was bring to rm 16.to jonna rm.supervisor.then she asked me to cool down.and then ask me to tell her wat happed lo.then she ask me.how abt nana.then i say even nana cant take it lo.she jus scolded her jus now larh.is jus tat nan still can stand her.but i cant!.then she called rm 9.and asked nana to come rm 16.when nana was thr.joanna asked her.i noe may cant take it alrd.but you look strong.you still can take it?.and straight after tat.nana cried.sayin.you think i can even stand tat chu arh.and so.we cont talkin those stuffs tat happened to joanna.and nana told her abt chu sayin de sack us tat stuff.and i was damn fed up.i shouted again.sayin "she wan to sack then sack larh.i also dun wanna work here alrd larh!.grrrrrrrrrrrrh!." jonna asked us to relax and stuff.then tell us sth.then she tell me.frm wat she heard frm chu last few times.chu has been complimentin me.sayin tat i can be easily trained.as a temp staff.i am doin very well.ect.she tot tat i and chu has been workin well tgt.thus.she was shocked tat i told her i cant stand chu anymore.ect.then i jus told her tat i haf been wantin to tell her tat larh.jus noe she is always bz.tats why nv tell her.then now.i jus bursted.tellin her everything.when sayin all those.i was like boiling larh.my whole body was red.and i even feel like faintin soon.i haf nv been so damn angry ferh quite sometime alrd la.then joanna ask us not to get too stress up.and athen ask us."do you two wanna come ferh work tmrw ?" we was quiet ferh sometime.then nana said yes.so.i nodded.then she ask us to go to pantry.cool down.drink some water.dun nd go rm 9 alrd.then say she will let us go at 5pm.says tat she will help us punch out our time card.then someone called.sayin got a patient complain sayin tat they had waited ferh very long alrd.and they wanna see our supervisor.then jonna asked chu to help.after afew mins.a psa came in.and told her tat chu says tat she is bz wid some stuffs.ask de actin manager to go.then jonna was also fed up wid her alrd.then asked de psa to tell chu tat i wan her to attend to them.but after she talked to us.then we went pantry.she went off to attend to de patient.even we can see tat jonna is alrd fed up wid her larh.she jus sucks larh.grrrh!.tmrw still haf to go work and she her shit face.but well.at least i had vented out all my anger which has been stuck in me ferh some time.and finally jonna noes everything.cos i haf been wantin to tell her.so now she should noe how we felt.durin de start of our work.she even say tat we should work here feelin happy and also to enjoy ourself.but then i am NOT enjoyin at all.or maybe at times whr chu was thr.other then tat.it was still okay.and also.today mornin i was supposed to assist doc at rm 4 wid ros.but early in derh mornin.chu was thr.sayin ferh me.askin me to rm 11 help them write de bld test.then i was like.wtf.then ard 11.i went to rm 4.jus like only after two patient.someone.called me back to rm 11 again.then i went back.derh first thing is.thr was jus one patient sittin thr takin bld.and then.chu says.may.come here.help me write.its like is not as if thr are like damn lots of patients thr.makin her so bz larh.thr is jus one tis patient thr.whr i can suppose to be in rm 4.learnin new stuff.and buddyin wid ros to assist doc john.its like not derh first time alrd larh.last wk at rm 13.also lidat.i was wid ju.then someone called to ask me to go rm 11 help.then i go thr.no patient.and only pat.then she ask me why i here.then i say someone call me in to help.then she says thr is no patient.when she nds help she will call.ask me who call.and i dunno ma.is ju pick up de call one.so i went back to rm 13.then ju says is chu called derh.grrh.stupid sia.thr is like not a single patient in thr.she ask me go back thr ferh wat fcuk.if thr is patient thr still okay larh.at least got thing fehr me to do.but thr was nobody.then if i really waites thr again.and if she sees me standin thr.she will once again says why am i standin thr doin nth.hais.everything is doin well in derh job.but jsu becos of her.spolits everything larhs.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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its MONDAY.start of workin day.sians!..really boring lurhh.stayed in rm 11 write down de blood test thingy again.then also do ht,wg,bld pressure.its really bored to stay in rm 9.at the end of the day.its us who will get high blood pressure luh.not those patients.derh patient are like wat luh.make our blood boils only.ask this and tat.told them put de slip of ppr outside their consultation rm.and they still can say wat.is their appt.how do we noe sia.then ar.it is clearly stated tat jus put de slip of ppr at the tray outside our procedure rm.they still can ask and ask.after seeing so many this type of patients.it is really us who will kana high blood pressure sia.grrrh.today even got tis lamer.he was carryin on to waist pouch.tat carries weight ma.then i ask him to take off the pouch which has weight.then he says hair also ar.got weight also ma.i was like.LOL.but didnt say anything luh.then a guy was takin blood pressure.so i ask him sit aside.then he like walk out.then i ask him wait here.then he jus walk out.sayin i can also wait outside ma..!!!!!.i jus hack care la.then after tat.i help him take blood pressure.then i can smell de cigratte derh smell luh.then i ask him got smoke.c0s we nd to take note ma.then he like say no.ii was like.okayy.jus tick no lorh.grhhh.stupidd sia.after he walks out.i told nana wat he say.then i say.i still feel like askin him to take off all de fats on him sia.still wanna be so lame.LOL.
then arg. ssn chu is really derh most nasty nurse i haf ever seen.she like wat larh.orderin ppl ard.her,herself like jus like wat lidat.not only me and my new staffs thr lidat feel.most of de staff nurse i heard.all dun like her.even jus now.got a patient.nd to change diaper.then she as a nurse.should noe ma.then she like.no no.i still got injection nd to give.jus bring him to another rm larh.put him thr first.then dunno say watever shit.excuses and stuffs.then say bring him rm 1 larh.ect.then she walks out.dunno go whr larh.then me and nana was in de rm ma.then de patient de daughter says.ur nurse de attitude very bad.so well.not even us complaining abt her larhs.even an outsider who doesnt work in here.who doesnt even noe her.says tat her attitude is bad.sucks larhs.then got one patient takin blood.askin whr de last time tat nurse.joan.which is joanna larh.then ssn chu liek say.orh.her ar.she now acting manager liao larh.jus only act act larh.everytime quarrels wid me de.only act act manager nia.lols.me and nana was like laughin at de side.gosh.she herself acts larh.she like take so many damn lots of blood.then ar.alot is still nd takes more then once lurh.cos cannot find vein.then still can at thr act cute.talk until like wat lidat.so old alrd.still act cute.grrrh.cant stand her sia.even when i done my work lerh.and writin down de blood test thingy.i got nth to do lerh ma.cos i haf alrd doen my duty.she can at thr.may here may thr.help me call patient.help me sent tis and tat.dun jus stand thr do nth.is like i alrd done my job lo.why not next time jus ask me help her take blood sia.LOL.frustratin day lorh.then end work.went walk ard sq 2 and velocity wid ph while waitin ferh johnny and winnie.then headache again.grrrh.i think tmrw i end work jus go off liao.cos ph tmrw start wokr at 8 and ends at 5.then maybe she jus go off at 5.then if i 5.30 end lerh.i dun wan wait liao.go home and rest btr.so tired at work lorh.zzzz.
and ferh you.i really miss you larh.WED arg.i wanna you hurh.
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it's sunday.boreDD.woke up twelve.was havin headache.Again.hais.ate bee hoon.then went down grandma hse.so sians.went out wid aunts.one go do facial.then i wid another aunt go ntuc walk.then ad an hr time.went find her.then jiu go back ah ma hse.watched tv.then went out again.wid aunt.to eat dinner.went teh giu.nth to eat.then went tiong.eat at kopitiam.aft tat went popular.she wanna buy some stuffs.aft tat jiu went back lerh.stayed awhile at grandma hse.then came homed.checked emails.then now blogg.

iMissyou.

I LOVE YOU ;D

went out wid you jus now.and ur frns.hahas.slacked at orchard mrt outside thr waitin ferh two person.went walkin ard orchard.then went to eat at hk cafe at cine.superb full.then jiu walked ard.de others jiu went kbox.me and you jiu went heeren walk ard.then went paragon.then walk walk.then took bus 16 to tiong.went morethanwords.bought me de lollipop hp strap.thanks.then went comicsconnection.you bought another hp strap.ferh us.lovesss.went took bus to bm central.to sent you back to bm thr.ferh you to take bus home.dun wan leave you.heex.then jiu took bus back to my hse here de bus stop.lol.to meet ivan.actually gg watch movie derh.he say wanna go cathay.but then no movies tat we like.haha.chatted awhile at de bus stop..then jiu nv go lerh.lols.went tiong market.he eat.i was not really hungry.jus bought banjung.after tat his cousin come lerh.i jiu went home liao.while walkn back got tis er xin uncle.rided motorcycle pass me.and he turned and whistled.the first word tat come out of my mouth was.ffcuk larh.=X.lol.then saw tis drunken.walkin at de pathway oppsite.in front.he was walkin in like left and right.back and forth.lol.after he walked a distance away lerh then i cross and walked up de stairs and go back home.reached home wash up abit.then u called lerh.watched tv.then on comp.checked emails.came bloggin lerh lorh.

jus to tell YOU.i am deeply in love wid you ;D