why are we all so EMO derh!!?
oh goshhh.so much things happened.in jus a day.not my things.but my frns.& i actually can feels how they feels luhh.those feeling jus sucks larh.hais.thinkin back~i realli regretted givin up on you.i regretted ferh not waitn ferh u.u are still always in my heart.hais.i realli miss you =/ i realli do.but i noe we will nv get back tgt again.why cant we jus last.forever.is thr realli forever in r/s?i realli confused.i jus hope to haf a stable one.and everlasting one.but i noe its jus no way.jus as wat i always say."love is the master key to derh door of happiness and ALS0 to derh door of obstacles." it nds both party to go thru all these obstacles tgt in order to haf tis r/s gg on.if not.it will not last derh.and aslo communication is derh most impt in a r/s lacks of communications will realli lead to a disasters.like how i am feelin now.if we had both communicated well.we wil still be tgt.i noe i am selfish at times.and i noe tat i broke my promise in sayin tat i will wait ferh u.no matter wat.but derh way u treats me.and derh long period of no communicatin make me feel so lonely.it jus sucks.u said tat u tot i haf started a new life without u.and i realli feels so guilty.i did start a new.but is jus cos i wanna forget u.durin tat period of time.i realli feels very very sad.i was realli disappointed in u.and tot tat if i trys to start a new.i would forget u.and so i tried.but still.i cant get u out of my mind.i told u all these.and u told me tat its had all past.why rank them all up again.jus keep them as best memories in us.after u told me tat.i realli feels btr actually.and i told u tat i will.keep those memories in me.but every single thing tat i see tat will reminds me of you.. makes me feel so..hais.i realli miss you.alot.ur smiles.ur laughters.and everthing.even jus by listenin to a particular song.i will cry.it reminds me of you.the time we had tgt.all derh memories jus flow thru my mind.when i read ur msn nick.i actually hope tat u u are referin to us.=x realli hope to hear the three words frm u again.realli hope to be wid u.like wat u said.up to a million years.but i hope is till eternity.nv ending.hais.i dun think u will be readin tis anyway.but i am jus sayin out how i feels.realli realli feel soo down now.i need you.

will fate brings us back tgt again?hais.i hope so.

我真的后悔了.我真的很想你.我无法忘记你.
我爱你.