its 17th feb.sunday.and tmrw is start of another workin day.

and on fri.i worked alone again.both of them nv come.but at least not lunch alone.had it wid winnie and johnny.and tat fri afternoon was a busy one.grrrr.but aft ard 4plus gg 5 lidat jiu slow down lerh.ph and renuka came and find me.cos ph came to take her poster and also ferh her interview at ttsh.so they acc me till my end of work.talk talk in treatment rm.hahah.dear came find me also.geeez.went to cathay.bought tics ferh P.S i love you.went eat at this hotdog factory shop.lols.still okay la.derh cheese not much taste lidat.not derh type i like derh.hahah.watched at 7pm.it was quite a nice movie.till ard 9.20.dear wasnt feelin well.so we cabbed home.sent me back first.then he went back.he vomited )): i slp at ard 12plus.and managed to wake up at 11plus when he called.hehe.met him at bedok.then went eat.then went eastcoast.bought twister fries.sat ard deerh sea side ther derh stone.and enjoyed derh breeze and fries.palyed wid derh sea water aft tat.lol.fun fun.picked some sea shells.and we paly ferh ard 3hrs?.lol.went find maki at bedok.then walked ard.then took bus to somewher.lol.had dinner.nice one.ferh me.cos its hot and spicy derh stingray and sambal ganggong.nice.geeez.some satays too.and we walked ferh like 3rounds then found derh bus stop to go to tamp.maki's place.watched tv.and ate some more.lols.after a few hrs la.not straight away.i am a big eater okayy.hahah.ate popcorn.use microwave pop derh.hahah.then ah.ate some more pasta.slp only at ard 4plus.and i woke up at 1plus.hahah.after dear on his way back.cos he went tekong to collect letter.went down to eat at coffeeshop ard 3lidat.aft tat jiu went back to dear's hse lerh.went back ard 8plus.and saw his mum and uncle at carpark.and he asked him to drive us go eat dinner.lol.so went redhil market.had char siew rice.then was drove back home lerh.had two fun days wid dear xDD
P.S I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
its 14 FEB 2008 today~
...more then a wk no blogg lerh.hahhaha.last post was derh 5th of feb.hmmm.damn lots of things actually happened durin tis period of time.total sadness and also total happiness.lols.quite a few sadded things and also real happy stuffs.geeez.k larh.dun feel like talkin abt derh sadded stuffs.so well.jus skip it bah.those who noe will noe lo.lols.hmmm.well.i am now a happiest gurl on earth.LOL.i have such a nice boyf who loves me so deeply.hahaha.he's really a nice guy.gurls;dun jealous.hahaha.& i love him too^^
well i am really lazy to talk abt last wk derh stuffs.jus spent new year.first day to jurong grandma ther.second day to commonwealth uncle ther.went meet him after tat to watch cj7 @ cathay.cj7 is cute!.i wan it xD.after tat we slack ard.and have long walks.frm orchard all derh way to commonwealth.walk.chats.and even piggy-backed me.cos of a 5min shortcut eh.nvm.haha.then slp over.went home sat.then jiu went to aunt hse at woodlands.then on mon he suprised me by popin up at novena after my work.hehehs.i love you!
next day took off day.pei-ed him go see doc.then tue.i was not feelin well.so didnt went work also.and so,went find him too.derh two days was like arld celebratin v'day.although got some saddd things.but all deleted frm me lerh.hahhah.jus derh happy moments i will rmb.thurr.which is today.he ame meet me at novena after work today.then went walkin ard sq 2,velocity.ind erh end.we had fish and co at velocity.got a balloon frm ther too.hahah.nice dinner(: went to marina bay after tat.long walks again.but its okay.cos im wid him.geez.its dark.and sometimes scary.but got him can lerh.heheh.slack ferh quite sometime at marina bay derh mrt outside ther after derh walks.relaly had such a wonderful evening.dear,i really love you lots lerh^^

i am damn emo tis few days when i am ALONE.hate to be left alone...hais.i jus someone ard.my frns..but esp you.but i noe its not very possible.but i will wait! ;D
stayed at home on sat.but then was "cheated" out by weikok and gabriel after their movie.lol.at ard 2am larhs.gabriel drived.they reached my hse downstairs real fast.lols.then gabriel drove to abc market ther derh kopitiam and they haf their fish ball noodles.i was being forced to finsh three fish balls and a meaball if not gabriel wun drive me back home.lol.and i dun like fish balls.grrrh.after tat drove to tiong park.slack slack.crapped~.ect.then drove to hse downstairs.talk cock.lols.then went homed ard 4plus lo.then cont watchin my online taiwan drama.romantic princess.finshed ard ytd.then slp at 9plus am.then was awaken at 1plus.to downstairs haf lor mee.then stayed at home lerh.went out haf dinner at ikea.then went to tis disney naturally shop at anchor point.the shop's so cuteee.hahah.boguht biscuits ferh renuka.hope she'll like it.its mickey chocolate biscuit.hahah.had ice cream ther.named "gabriell's dazzle".three scoop of ice cream.wid fruits toppings and strawberry sauce and chocolate fudge.chose vanilla,chocolate,strawberry.hahah.it was also showin princess dairies 2.hahah.i feel happier after gg to derh shop.hahah. (:but was still emo at times.grrrh.whenever i am alone.hais.cried ferh five days lerh.is jus a short while only la.so frns.no worries alright?am fine.!thanks ferh derh concerns.went work as usual on mon.met renuka after work.haf dinner.then today didnt go work.pon work.lol.tired.so grabbed more slp.till ard 11plus.lols.bathed then went meet renuka at commonwealth.had ljs ther.then went bought a psp ther.black!..cool colour ah.derh person said so.hahah.i love black too.tis not emo colour okay.its cool.hahah.derh two person ther in derh shop sellin was fun fun.hahah.good customer service arh.hahah.went bugis after tat to find puihoon and hongni.they were shoppin ther.shop~~.walk ard.went bugis street awhile.then me and hongni went homed first.sry arh renuka.i wasnt feelin quite well.so wanted to go home and rest first.pei you another nite alright?(: book me!.hahah.k luhh.nth much lerh bah.no work tmrw also.suppose to haf work half day derh.but our staff nurse told us tat we dun haf to go ferh work as its half day only.hahah.so no work tmrw lo.

damnnnn.i am damn EMO again.hais.i really miss derh OLD MAY!!come back to me pls!!!...i dun wan always cry lidaty.its really very tiring.i am really tired of cryin.really.i've cryin tis few days lerh.and ferh no good reason.i dunno.i jus think too much.and also becos of tis song.不想懂得.i cried.again.now.currently.hais.i really jus nds someone ard to be wid me at times.esp you.but wat i really nd now is my frns ard bah i think.and ferh now.my blogg is my best frn.cos i can pour out watever i wanns say to it.i may look strong and always smiling and laughin.very energetic.and active.but sometimes i am really tired.really.i guess i am too tired.im sry.

hais.its wk end.and its SAT.i am stuck at home whole day.thinkin of wher to go.and feels so alone again.whenever i feels so alone.i'll think of you.my life wuold be so much happier if you were wid me.
out wid you on 31st jan makes me so happy.jus tat few hrs.i am really happy.cos i am wid you.
but when not gettin a reply frm you makes me so sad.why?why?.guess im too in love wid you.jus wanna get some attention frm you is so difficult ferh me.jus hope ferh you to reply me.jus a simple sms frm you will make me very happy.it really do.waiting is a very difficult job ferh me.cos i am very impatient derh.but i jus doesnt noe why i am here always waiting.guessed you really attracted me so much.though i cant find a reason why i m so much attracted by you.but you noe tat i really love you.maybe right after derh incident.its very difficult ferh you to trust me lerh.but i jus hope you will trust me again.and back like how we use to be.i dunno why i m postin tis here.but i jus pourin out watever tat is in me.i wanna smile like how i always do.i dun wanna emo.always cryin becos of small lil things.esp ferh you.i dun wan you to noe tat i always cry becos of you.but i wan to smile becos of you.i wan you to noe tat i am very happy here waitin ferh your ans.but i cant help to cry at times when i feel alone.and you.not here.sometimes i really jus hope you can be by my side.jus accompanyin me..
i miss you!~
i'll be waiting ferh you.