now at OFA class.jus finished doin two ms access assignment.and i've completed all derh assignments ferh ms access.guess i am prepared ferh derh ms access exam next wed lerh ba.jiayoujiayou!!~
hmmm.as ferh ytd.compt same prob again.then cannt on.then lazy go waste my time on it.do bfd paper.watch tv.slp ard 11plus.and later gg see dearr lerhh!!^^
i miss him larhs >< humphs*
hehhehe.

jus finished derh section B of derh bfd test paper.phew.hahhas.dearr wans me to slp after doin derh paper.but i wanna blogg first.after tis i'll go slp lerh.

as ferh schh today.went ofa.did ms access.then was lunch break.and we talked abt spirits and sorts.lots of them.most frm umai experiences and encounters.then it started raining.we were like sittin at derh outside ther.got shelter la.but then nd go back canteen.will kena rain.then joleen take umbrella bring us one by one go inside.lols.then went ferh acc.mrs seam was latee.and thus we cont talk.hahah.then she came ard 2.45.lol.do sep 2007 paper.ect.then was bfd.got thru papers.and do on derh unit on customer service.then end sch.ard 4.40pm.walked wid siree to mrt.the rest go jurong.buy stuff.lol.then went work.

today work was fine.got $4 tips.lols.cos ther was these a couple.i bring them derh bill.then they were discussin abt sth.then derh guy say.she got sth tell you.then i "o.0" .then she like no larh.nth.then derh guy say.you got two qns wanna ask her wat.then she like no la.one only.lol.but she nv ask.then derh giy ask me."are you 17?".then i say yupp.then he was like.seee,i told you she was 17.you still say 20.lol.then they told me.i got beautiful pair of eyes.hahha.then after billing.derh guy gave me $4 tips.lol.then ther was tis family.of three.japanese.then tis young boy.v cutee.when i wanna clear dish.his plate.he was "playin" wid derh leftover rice.then i wanna take.then he like Oh.lol.then after go off.he frm outside of restaurant wave to me."bye bye".hahah.so cutee sia.then also.my asst manager ah.li8ke tell me.may,you noe ah.you v easy to give birth you noe.lol.then say i got big hips.so v easy.then say next time my husband very LUCKY.lol.purposly caps on derh lucky derh.lols.then he say.next time before you give birth let me noe ah.lols.then he somemore say.like his grandmother.give birth to 11 over children.now she got 30+ grandchildren.i was like woah.then mai say.you think we animal or wat.lol.then when workin.tat stupid francise keep bullying me la.put water on my face,step on my feet,ect.then i one timew go shot his ear.v loud.then nitin hear.then he was like.wahh,good ah,may.lol.then i also pinch his side stomach ther.he was like.wahh.pain la.lol.so work today was kinda fun.hahahh.

end work 10plus.dearr called me.heheh.before work he also got call me.when walkin back home frm mrt he also call.hahahha.he miss me.& i miss him too.hehehh.well,tmrw mr herman wanna have care lesson.at 8.30am.to do on bfd.lols.
and tmrw after schh.nth on again.should be comin home again.cos dearr stay in larhs.fri can see him lerh^^

phew.finished studying BFD..ferh unit 4 and 5.

went schh as usual.had ofa.did ms access.assignment 15 and 16.then was bfd.copied notes.then went lunch.had nasi padang.hahah.then went ferh afd.do books of orginal entry.those open all derh books one.lot of steps derh.then end ard 4plus.then walked to mrt.trained home (((:
didnt went to meet renuka they al.as she sya they would be jus slackin ard.so i might as well go home ba.study (((: hmm.reached home.bathed.used comp.ard 8plus.went down ah ma she eat dinner.then came home.study.and copy my own notes ferh incorporated company.hahahs.and study derh unincorporated business also lorhs.finally finished and now come to blogg lerh.tmrw got work.so i had to go slp after tis arld.and thur afterb schh nth on again.cos dear stayin in.and fri.he may take off.hahha.
i miss you my dearr (:

today was not a good day.other time derh time wid my dearest!~
lols.cos scgg was boredd.had lifeskill.which uis superb boredd of cos.so drew somethings.some cute animations.then was afd.and ll2 was superb coldd.did control ac.sians.go thru other qns also.on my own.then break time.sit wid mark,shaf,fadzly.had chicken rice.derh drumstick changge to chicken chop.hahha.then s&w was cancelled.zZso haf to slack till three.cos alamelu cant shift derh lesson up.and we went play bball.mark.shaf and me.cos fadzly go off ferh soccer.then went ferh ofa.did ms access.and attendance was superbbb POOR.lol.after tat.walked towards mrt wid shaf.but then dearr comin clementi here.frn drive.so shaf acc me.walk ard central.wanted to buy his tat place derh you tiao.but then close again.not fated to eat it ah.hahah.then cont walkin ard.bought locker.hahah.after ferh so longg liao.lols.bought honey lemon drink ferh dearr too.then shaf went bought chocolate sundae.then sit ard.then dearr sms me.went find him.and we went had dinner.ate ba chor mee.me and dearr only.then we took bus back.and watched tv.ard 10 cabbed back.and guess wat.i left my phone at his palce -.- tmrw haf to wake up 6.30am lerh.meet him 7am at tiong.zzzzz.and also.only tis wed got work.sians.and he tmrw got stay in.so gotta meet only fri.and sun no work also.and next wk is ms access test lerh.still got 7 more assignment incomplete also.jus now.can practice them. (:
dearrrr,cya sooon!!^^ ferh tat few mins also happy (:

hahahs.its SUNDAY today.
tmmrw got schh again.and examin two wks lerhs.
as ferh fri.during bfd.did some activity.noe abt our personality,and mine is banana.
-deep,thoughtful,analytical a
-detail conscious a
-talented and creative aa :DDDDD
-perfectionists-high standard a xDDDDD
-genius-intellect a =X
-seeks ldeal mate a
-deep concern and compassion aa ((((:
-neat and tidy aa ((((((:
-orderly and organised a
-likes lists,charts,figures rrr ..hahas..
-economical aaa
-serious and purposeful s hahahs.at times only.lols.

hahahs.tats about tat.got those results after doing quite a few qns.hahahs.then did som drummings.lols.then ends schh.meet renuka.at tiong.eat at ljs.then went my hse.slack.watch tv.then went out ard 4pm.went cathay.then went ps.while waitin ferh wendy to come.then she came wid hongni.walked ard.quite sometime.then went cathay.wnedy wanted to nuy her frn present.but nv buy until.then walked back.along orchard.till far east.lol.and we were complaining thirsty.on the way went 7-eleven buy drinks.then eat at far east.then took bus home.and on sat.which is ytd.

went to meet dearr.slack lorhs.used comp.play psp.watch tv.ect.and slp!!~.hahahs.cos raining.super nicee weather to slp larhs.slp frm 1plus to 4plus.i think.then evenin time went down buy dinner.still raining.watch tv while eatin.then i use comp.oraganise pics at frnster.ect.he play psp.then went back ard 10plus.

as ferh today.woke up 9am.bathed.prepared.went out meet dearr.
and we wore our couple tees :DDDDDD.LOVEEEES!!
he met me at tiong.hahaha was at esplanade ther.lookin after bags ferht hose army and safra or wat ppl rund erh half marathon run.then eat at mac.mcgriddles.hahhas.then trained to city hall.ard suntec.then to millinia walk.then to marina sq.wanted to fidn derh lfet and right foot wear shop.found.but not opens.lol.dunno is open late or wat.but ard 12plus lerhs.wnt ard find shoe and clothes.hahahs.then end up cabbing down to bugis.so near nia.lol.hahahs.then it was slight drizzle.and guess wat.we actually wanted to go bugis street walk walk.but we went to sing at top one.frm ard 1plus to 6pm.nett 20 per pax.not bad.la.drinks free flow.ferh 7 cold drinks nia.lol.but we also nv finish our one cup of drink.lol.quite big cup la.then after tat went eat duck rice.then went walk inside bugis junction.then when stop ranining arld.wen to bugis street.and bought a shorts.nv found any shoes =(((
went back bugis inside.walk ard.and bought cheese sausage.hahah.then bused home.

thanks dearr ferh today!!
and nv forget.i loveeee you always!!!
HAPPY 8TH MONTH! xDDDDDDDDDDD
cya tmrw ya.MUACKZ~~!

UMAIRAH & ME ;DDDDDDD

now at ofa class.its FRI alrd.hahahs.wk ends are coming.and EXAMs are coming soon too..STUDY HARD ;DD
anyw,ferh ytd.after bfd.was ofa.did ms access.then went down to bball court wid umai.then went to buy cup noodles to eat.after eatin.mr herman.was drving back home.and he asked if anyone nd a ride.then i shouted,cher' sent me to mrt can?.then he nodded.hahahs.then i was like.really argh?.lol.so he really sent me to mrt.then i went work place.did a few bfd derh paper qns.then start work.was slackkk.then end ard 10pm.then eat food.then trained home.bathedd.used comp.do bfd hw.edited some pics using photoshop.slp ard 1am.and woke up 7plus ferh schh.reached schh.buy sardine sandwich.and umai,fadzly,shaf came down.and pei umai buy food.sit canteen eat.then came up ferh lesson.later after tis would be bfd arld.then sch ends.and will be meeting renuka (((:

now at SR1.bfd.he jus showed us a youtube video again.a song.
Friend-Michael W. Smith

as ferh tis morning.went schh.it wasnt my day in derh morning.cos while walkin to mrt.i dunno wat i kicked.and nearly fell.then took train.reach clementi.and walkin to schh.i nearly fell again.dunno kicked until wat.then walk half way.ther's rain drops.big one.i tot is wat.cos derh weather was so nicee one.bluee bluee.then derh rain drops get bigger.then i've to take out my umbrella.zzz.if i've took a bus.then i wun kena lerh.last few days so lazy.so took bus.then today i slp more.so i walked.but then it rained.lol.reached schh.afd.do petty cash.then was lunch break.ate nasi padang.then come bfd lerh.now he gg start revision lerh.update sooon!!
:DDDD

blogggin timee.xDDDDDD.
been slpin early last few nights.as ferh today.i've got work.so reached home latee.thus will slp later.lols.sched at 9am.did ms access.and derh ms excess exam are comin.in two wks.3rd sep.then it will be bfd.8th sep.then afd.9th sep.jus updating derh date.remind myself and class SD.hahah.then after tat was bfd.did a test paper.copied down some notes on unit 2.and mr herman look so v derh sick larhs.thus he also v tired.did teach us much.jus hand us test paper after writin down some impt notes.thne was lunch break.had lor mee.lol.derh sch derh food really damn sians lerh larhs.everytime when feel hungry lerh.then was break.then ahppy.cos can eat lerh.but think of it.also duno wat to eat.zZz.hmm.then was three hrs of afd.was given bank rec test.19/20.lols.then do soem revisions qns wid cher'.ended ard 4.30pm.then walked to mrt.trained to work.end work 10.30pm.eat dinner.alan cook again.jus kangkong wid garlic.and he gave me a hotdog.which he bought ferh himself.hahahs.and he keep sayin i wanna quit lerh,cos now ah.whenever i saw him at work.he will say i am his future gF.lol.say waiting ferh me to grow up.hahahha.after work.trained home.out frm mrt.leonard gor called.he said he saw me.was in same train as him.lol.then asked me to go back sch next fri ferh derh teachers' day celebration.lols.sian larhs.lol.talk ferh awhile.reached home.went bathed.then out here using comp.will be gg slp sooon.tmrw sch's at 10am.hahha.and can meet HIM tmrw * ((((:

k,i am now at dearr's hse.he's watchin derh national day rally.lols.so i use comp lorhs.jus logged in TEENAGE webby.emails.and its raining now.but somehow i still feel warm.lols.anyw,jus now s&w did nth.lol.cos went hall.then me,umai,siree,amber,slyvia..went change.then went in,they were running.skiped it.=x then did some warm ups.jus do a few.lols.then sit down ther wid umai and amber talk lerh.
;& ferh umai.NO STRESS BABE!~ I LOVEE YOUU GURL!!.if you nd anyone to talk to,i am always here ferh you!!~ :DDD SMILES ALRITES!

& after s&w,went ferh ofa.went change out.then did ms access.then after schh.walked wid umai to mrt ther.sent her to bus stop.then trained back home.bathed.went out to vivo meet dearr.had dinnner.then bused to his hse.then as i said.reached home.wanna watch tv shows.but almost all channels is showing derh same thing.and he wanna watch it.so i am here staring at derh comp ferh tis few hrs lorhs.frm 8pm till now lorhs.
i loveee youuu my dearrr!~ muackks!

雙魚星座的女人

田希仁


若說「女人是水做的」，那他大概指的是雙魚座的女子了。因為，沒有人比她更柔情似水了。「她是個標準的女人」，我相信你也一定會同意，典型的雙魚女子，根本就是男性夢中情人的化身。即使她不是絕世美女，她的舉手投足也都充滿了女人味。

更 重要的是，魚座女子的女人味，絕對不只是外表的假象，她連骨子裡都徹底是個女人。在十二個星座的女子當中，魚座的女人是最沒有統御男人慾望的。她總是用那 雙溫柔的眼睛看著妳，很認真的聽你說話。不管你是在講道理、還是在吹牛，她都不會潑你冷水，而且她的情緒也隨著你的喜怒哀樂而起伏。

當我心情不好的時侯，我通常不願意找魚座的女友訴苦。雖然她是那麼善解人意，但我實在覺得於心不忍，把自己的壞情緒感染給她。

如果你正在和一個魚座女子交往的話，你該發現到，她幾乎不會問你什麼事俗現實的問題，也不會逼你去多賺一點錢。你不會感覺她給妳任何壓力。尤其在你飽受現實摧殘的時侯，聽她溫柔浪漫的言語簡直是無上的享受。她的懷抱就是你的世外桃源。

雙魚座的女子通常會讓她的男人充滿信心。她可以時時讓妳感覺到—欣賞你，信賴你，需要你。她願意事事以你為主，她甘心依靠在你身邊，受你的保護。這麼可愛的女人，你說，會有哪個男人不喜歡呢？

然而，如此完美的雙魚座女性，畢竟還是有一些缺點的（否則，老天豈不是太不公平了嗎？）。不過，我相信權衡取捨下，你還是不會捨得放棄她的。

1 魚座的女孩很愛幻想，不夠實際。有時侯她會為人生畫下理想藍圖，因而覺得生命充滿希望，雀躍不已。她的情緒常因為一點點風吹草動而起了變化。朋友的遭遇、悲傷的電影，甚至於她的幻想，都可能是影響她情緒的原因。

2 雙魚座的女人很缺乏自信，即使她擁有了那麼多的優點，她仍然經常地覺得自己不夠好。她可能覺得自己不夠堅強，不夠有上進心，不夠能幹。她總是愈想愈擔心， 愈沮喪。因此，她非常需要你給她鼓勵和安慰。你大聲說話或是一個不耐煩的表情，都可能讓她心碎。更不要說你變心囉！那很可能對她是致命的打擊。魚座女人的 心是玻璃做的，既然她交給了妳，你可得小心呵護才行。

3 許多魚座的女子有自我放逐的傾向。主要原因還是她們很容易深陷於一種情緒之中無法自拔（尤其是悲傷的情緒）。傷心的遭遇加上她們豐富的想像力，終於把自己 變成了被全世界遺棄的悲劇角色。有不少的雙魚座女子在遭到家庭變故、感情挫折等等打擊之後，耽溺於酗酒、吸毒，甚至於習慣性的自殺。

4 雙魚座的女子幾乎都不怎麼有金錢觀念。你知道嘛！追求浪漫的女孩，多半都不太會打算盤，「預算」的觀念；她們或許要在幾次慘痛的經驗之後，才能稍微培養一 些。我有魚座的女友，本身工作的收入不怎麼高，嫁得老公也是中等收入的公務員，可是每次我們一起逛街的時侯，她總會忘情的買一些令她「眼睛一亮」的東西。 八千塊的的皮鞋，一萬多一條的裙子，往不加思索就帶回家了。回家之後，當然是打折又打折的向老公報價。不過，這種把戲在信用卡帳單寄來的時侯就穿梆了。

這兩年她們買了一幢新房子，在經過了兩次貸款付不出來，臨時東借西湊的教訓之後，她強迫自己減少逛街的頻率。還有，停止使用信用卡。這麼「方便」的東西太不適合她了。當然，這樣的決心是有一點令她沮喪的。

其 實，多數的魚座女子都很願意在婚後做個快樂的家庭主婦（當然「少奶奶」會更理想），在社會上與男人一爭長短的魚座「女強人」實在少之又少。偶爾你或許會看 到一兩個表面看來冷漠幹練的魚座職業婦女，但那純粹極度害怕受傷所作的偽裝。因為，沒有任何女人會比魚座的女人更需要被男人擁有和保護了。光是這一點就足 夠讓男人響往了吧！所以，對百分之八十以上的女人來說，她們最害怕的第三者，就是雙魚座的女性。

至於我們剛才所提到，她們個性上的一些缺 點，其實都是「多一點愛」「多一點關懷」就可以解決的問題。不要在你心情不好的時侯，對她大吼大叫，不要對於她的情緒視若無睹，否則你會迫使她游向另一個 溫柔的懷抱。你可要知道，在後面排隊的人多得很呢？不要責備她不懂得預算，可以的話，你自己管帳好了。要不，看到她那雙淚汪汪的眼睛，你反而會愧疚自己賺 得太少了。

她快樂的侯像隻活潑的小白兔，憂傷的時刻又像是受了驚嚇的鹿。總是讓人覺得應該要多疼愛她一點。最讓我羡慕又嫉妒的是，魚座的 女子永遠可以保持那一派天真的女人味。即使她談過八次戀愛，離了三次婚，生過二個小孩。飽經世故的滄桑怎麼也沾染不到她。天啊，那究竟是怎麼作到的呢？


雙魚座的女人與「性」
她是一個不願意讓對方失望的溫柔女子。正因如此，魚座的女人往往經不住對方積極的要求，而有事後責備自己的情況。

她是個混身充滿著敏銳神經的女人，經過短暫的調情就會燃燒起來。本身可以完全沉浸在興奮的情緒中，不會隱藏自己的感受，能夠大膽的提出要求，性愛的快樂可以持續很久。應該是可以讓對方覺得非常愉快的性伴侶。

雙魚座的女人與十二個星座的男人

牡羊座：有時侯他會對妳的情緒不耐煩。而妳總是會因為他的粗心大意而覺得沮喪。
金牛座：他忠實的愛讓妳覺得溫柔而有依靠。但偶的大發雷霆和牛脾氣，妳就必須忍耐一下囉！。
雙子座：跟他在一起，妳可能受傷的機會很大。妳總在擔心自己是否只是他一時的玩伴而已。
巨蟹座：這樣的男人可能是最能給妳安全感的。妳們的情緒總能彼此配合、了解。他也會耐心的培養妳「金錢觀念」。
獅子座：你們星相並不合，但彼此間卻有極大的吸引力。國王般的獅子座男子令妳傾心，而妳的溫柔完全滿足了他男性的虛榮。
處女座：他是個良師益友型的男人，他或許不能配合妳的浪漫，但卻能給妳實際的安慰和幫助。
天秤座：開始的時侯，彼此或許會互相吸引。但是妳幻想在他的理性分析下，會變得荒謬又太情緒化。
天蠍座：他濃烈的情愛完全符合妳起伏洶湧的情緒，是可以轟轟烈烈的愛一場的對象。
射手座：他是直率而缺乏耐心的。因此，許多時侯你們都完全不配合。或許保持朋友關係會比較理想。
摩羯座：在許多方面你們都能配合的很好，而且有著互補的作用。這是可以成為妳精神支柱的男人。
水瓶座：他會試圖理解妳的喜怒哀樂，但步調上依然難以配合。妳也無法適應水平座男子的漠然態度。
雙魚座：兩隻魚的搭配，自然「永浴愛河」的機會很大。就怕情緒暗潮洶湧時，兩人會游向相反的方向。

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if anyone wans any other horoscopes ferh either guys or girls,can ask frm me (:
i can sent it to you.i have all ferh guys and girls;but only in chinese.
so sorry.and they're all v long.

in class ferh lifeskills now.sians.was jus grped by cher' in grp to do a presentation on global awareness.then anyhow grp us la.everyone making noise.then she say she will grp again on thur.cos like not all stud here.lols.ferh lifeskills ther's like no full attendance derh lo.lol.after tis would be acc lerh.then after lunch break s&w.then will be ofa then can mett dearr lerh ^^

as ferh ytd.didnt blogg cos was asked to slp early by dearr.wake up like 5.30AM.then bathed.went down to ah ma hse.waited ferh aunt.then me and mummy went to coffeeshop eat first.then they ready lerh.we went tiong.meet another aunt and cousin.then we trained to amk.took bus to mandai.bai ahgong.and they went down wrong stop.so we walked.and then took bus again.lol.met cousins,aunts and uncles ther.after tat we took car down to ghim moh.my uncle and cousin got drive.thou quite alot of us.we still manage to sit tgt.eat at market.da bao chicken rice frm uncle derh shop ferh dearr.and after eatin.i saw a shorts nicee.so i bought it.then uncle drive me commonwealth.we gg uncle hse derh.also ther.but i meet dearr first.cos he dunno wher ma.then met him.we went to uncle hse.he eat.then we talkede,ect.then ard 2pm lidat.we went bused to far east.then he went cut hair.played psp whiel waiting ferh him.then we bused to cathay.bought tics ferh love guru at 5.30pm.then we slack ard.buy food eat.then went movie.after movie we trained to his place.i felt hungry again.then dearr cooked me maggie mee.eat,played psp.oh we also bought couple tees.niceee.i lovee it.hahah.and we planning to wear tis sun.our 8th month tgt.bought at the cathay derh.got quite a few nicee designs.ard 10plus.cabbed back homed (:
SLP~~
hahahh.

its sat lerh.and i work up when renuka called me.she's jus outside at my doorstep.lol.cos she msged me after her exam ends.then arh.she came my hse.but i still on bed when she reached.so she called me then i wake up go open door ferh her.lol.wash u,ect.used comp awhile.then go tiong.she was superb hungry.hahha.bought mac as she wished.then come back my hse eat.watch tv.then used comp lo.watch some lame cartoons at youtube.lol.find back childhood memories ah.lols.showed her derh "cant take that away" youtube video.she say derh song not bad also.got watch tom and jerry.barney.looneytunes.MINDFREAK.ect.showed her those i watch before derh.she was like O.0! cos really mindfreak larhs.then went out eat dinner ard 8plus?.at tiong market.i ate cheezy chicken chop.hahhas.then also derh derh cheezy fries.ard 9plus.after eatin.mummy they all go home.me and her derh playground.sit down ther listen songs,talk.then she came my hse go toilet.then went back.i jus played viwawa,sushido.so sians.so come to blogg.today blogg early lerh.lol.tmrw gotta wake up early go bai ahgong at mandai.and after tat they gg my uncle hse again.as usual.at commonwealth derh.haha.so i can meet dearr ther.
he gg cut hair again.and maybe we gg watch movie.
cya my dearrr!!
:DDDDDDDDDDD

after schh.stayed in sch awhile.cos umairah they all wanna eat in schh then go home.till ard 1plus.walekd to mrt.trained home.watch tv.then renuka called.ask if she and wendy can come my hse to "study" and slack anot =P says she v slpy.lol.confirm she'll slp derh lo.and truely.she really got slp.jus awhile thou.on derh sofa.they watch olympics.derh female derh bball?.and they were "betting" on which coutnry will win.and i think wendy won.hahah.then i spented some time to change back my desktop.now use back my viewsonic one.nicerr.lol.liyana came ard 5pm.lol.then we went out 5.45pm.i nd to rush to work.reached work place 6.10pm.start work.today was okay.all guests are v nicee.and hwa ee was so happpppy.lol.had nicee dinner.cos alan,,my manager cooked ferh us.hahaha.thanks you!!..and lucky me manage to catch my last train home.reached home.bathed.use comp lerh.and tmrw cannnot meet dearr.cos his duty change to tmrw T_T then sun lorhs.so tmrw renuka will be smsign me after her exam which ends at 11am.confirm i'l still be in bed at tat time derh.lols.we're gg to study.she must study.cos seh got exams.and mine comin.next month.btu i gotta do my bank rec hmwrk.so tmrw can do.hahah.
& i jus went youtube to find thsoe videos tat mr herman showed us in class.
i wanna post it here but CANT T_T.cannot copy derh whole embed leiii.keep copy.then only part of it.zzzzzzzz.
so jus show some links.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEEzZ2vqXQY&feature=related
-Mariah Carey can't take that away live-
he wants us to look at derh LYRICS as follows:

They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
From me

No no nooo

Oh they,
They can do Anything
they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's,
There's light in me me,
That shines brightly, yes
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me

No oh oh,
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

Woah, woah
They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,
'Cause there's a light in me,
That shines brightly yes

They can try but they can't take that away from
Me
From me
No no nooo
Me



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UV3kRV46Zs
-The Lawrence Welk Show: Chicken Dance-
he ask us to dance tat -.- says if study half-way,feel slpy.jus stand up and dance tat.LOL.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmfKlXMbTw4
-The Race - An Inspirational Story of Struggling Against Failure-



&
we were asked to sing "i believe i can fly", its by R Kelly.
i found this video in youtube that shows it;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTahrYXCChI
& the lyrics are as follows:

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

1 - I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life
I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Repeat 1

Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Repeat 1
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye




Thats all Folks!
update soon!
nd go slp lerh!!
:D
cya on SUN my dearrr!~

at schh now.ofa.ytd nv blogg.cos dearr wants me to slp early.so i guai guai reached home lerh jiu slp early (((:
thur,went sch.reach 9plus.slack time off at canteen.went up ard 9.40lidat.actually doin role-play.but then not enuff time arld.so nv.went afd after tat.do bank rec.then lunch break.
after break,was bfd.do role-play.damn hilarious larhs.esp aksar.he is gooood actor lorhs.everyone laugh and laugh.mr herman also lorhs.lol.then was ofa.did ms access. ((:
end ard 4.30pm.went home.and on tv.sit down on sofa.and i dozeddd off.zzzZZZ.ferh ard half an hr.then saw dearr msg.went out meet him after preparin abit.he cooked maggiee mee.we ate lerh watch tv.and i headache is still not gone yet.so slp awhile.ard 10plus.then trained homed.dearr wants me take cab derh.then i say i no money.he wan go home take money one,but i dun wan.and actually still got 2.55cents derh coins other then derh 5 bucks.=x reached home.slp ard 12mn lidat.
later schh will ends ard 1pm.then would be gg home.then gotta go work.
can only be able see dearr tmrw lerhh!!

& sry ferh all derh nonsense and scoldings frm me.
i lovee youu*

its WED lerh.went schh.had ofa.nv did any access again.-.- cos book not wid me.then do some things ferh role play.derh 'manager' and 'service counter' tag tat would be put on derh tables.and my 'discount voucher'.LOL.then was break time.
then after break.was afd.did a control acc test.100% ^^ .and tmrw think will haf bank rec test.do your best everyone.thou not exam or wat.think mrs seam say she'll be recordin all these marks down as progress test marks.and also.do them as practise.is no difficult one (: after tat our grp reherse on our role play next cls room.
then we went sr 3.derh real recording and marking lerh.derh grp doin derh role play stayed in sr3 doin derh recording.and derh rest of us were to be in sr2.wid no air-con.and derh door leading out was locked.is stuffy derh la.and also our grp didnt present today.cos i haf to leave ferh work.and when its our turn.is ard 4.45pm.so mr herman says we'll do it tmrw.so walked to mrt wid garfield,lawrence and eileen.slyvia too.but she walked quite quickly in front of us.
went ferh work.it wasnt busy today.it was so boreeeed.end work ard 10pm.eat and went off 10.45pm wid alan.derh rest went off alrd.closed derh restaurant wid him.took train and liyana was actually in derh same train as me.she was behind me somemore.she and i both nv realise it.until when i was gg to take out my wallet frm my bag.then sort of turn behind and saw her.we look and each other.lol.she was back frm work too.but at tiong.he met his dad.and i went off on my own.reached home.on comp.and start to write down my script ferh my roles.hahah.then went bathed.came out and here i am,bloggin.



the "voucher" ;pp



tmrw's thur alrd.and i can see you lerh :D







"Joke" of derh day: is actually kinda =.= ''' LAME! (its frm MAKI)

"A family in the Southern Province of China, were puzzled when the coffin of their dead grandmother arrived from the States. It was sent by one of the daughters. The dead body was so tightly squeezed inside the coffin, with no space left in it! When they opened the lid, they found a letter on top; which read as follows:
Dear Cousins, I am sending Ah-ma (Grand-ma) body to you since it was her wish that she should be cremated in the compound of our ancestral home in Tung Shin. Sorry, I could not come along as all of my paid leave are consumed. You will find inside the coffin, under Ah-ma's body, 12 cans of Yohmeitsu, 10 packets of Swiss chocolates and packets of Chinatown LapCheong. Please divide these among all of you. On Ah-ma's feet you will find a new pair of Nike Air shoes (size 10) for Ah boy. Also, there are 2 pairs of shoes for Ah Mei's and Ah Lien's sons. Hope the sizes are correct. Ah-ma is wearing 6 CK T-Shirts. The large size is for Ah Bak and the others are for my nephews. Just distribute them among yourselves. The 2 new Armani Jeans that Ah-ma is wearing are for the boys.The Rolex watch that Lee Ah Bai wanted is on Ah-ma's left wrist. Kiasu Aunty Pei Pei, Ah-ma is wearing the Tiffany necklace, earrings and ring that you asked for. Please take them. The 6 white Polo cotton socks that Ah-ma is wearing must be divided among my teenage cousins.Let me know what else you need as Ah Gong (Grand-pa) is also not feeling well nowadays. I can send all required things when our Ah Gong goes back too...."






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here to bloggg.
its derh start of schh wk again.but today's not monday.its TUES.
had ofa.ms access.but i did nth.lol.jus use comp nia.then was bfd.and tmw's is role play lerhh.gosh!~. mr herman gave us a short test on bfd.a superrr supriseee test.but i kinda rmb bit by bit.lols.then was break.then after break was afd.and joanna had to go off ferh meetin or sth ard 2.30.and we actually can go off at 3pm.lols.did some bank reconcilation qns on text.then we reherse on our role play.till ard 4.then derh guys and me went down to bbal court.they wanna play bball.and i JOINED them.lol.i am derh SHOOTER!.hahah.they were shock tat i aim so accurately somehow.lols.but really longg time no play lerh.i only noe how to aim and shoot.dunno abt derh playin part.those dribbling.lols.we play until like ard 5pm.shaf acc me go off.bused to clementi.cos it was raining lerh.and we played ferh awhile under derh drizzle before tat.its super windy too.then got those dirts flew into my eyes.zz.we then trainned.me to tnajong pagar.ferh work.and i feel so arkward.cos i THINK i got pms.then ah.i nv go toilet check after tat bball.reached work place.went toilet.guess wat?!. alot T_T and i dun haf any sanitary pad!!! then my manager alan saw me.and he like.mayyy.why you look so sick lidat.then i say sian la.i got pms.then no pad.put derh toilet paper.cos i dun wan buy big big pack.then he like.i gg derh opp ther buy phone derh 3rd floor.i'll buy la.wat brand you use.i was like huh.laurier.LOL.then he went off.and he later on came back.really wid a small pack of 10pads.those small pack one.and really correct brand sia.somemore ah.is ultra slim wings.LOL.i noe is kinda weird talkin abt it on my blogg.but i jus find it funny.lol.so jus blog abt it lo.anyw,THANKS ALAN!. great manaher sia.hahah.work was kinda okay.thou was almost like full hse.cos today.3rd floor was opened.but i dun nd handle tehr ma.so still okay.end ard 10plus.then eat dinner.went off wid thu yein.cos we take same train.ps-ed cat.lol.but me only 2 stations.he nd stand all derh way to boon lay.wahhaha.and i reached home.bathe.sit down used comp.and tehr goes my nose bleedin again. T_T .maybe is really cos of workplace derh food too heaty ferh me??. cos tis period when no work.no nose bleed.then when got work.then got.lols.i scare lost too much blood then faint sia.some more now pms also.backk acheee.& tmrw still got work...and also i miss dearr alrd.
cya on THUR!!~
:DDDD

its SUN.reached home not long ago.
woke up ard 10plus.met dearr at derh psp shop near commonwealth mrt.he came to fetch me wid an umbrella.cos its rainibg (: after buyin memory stick,went buy my breakfast aka lunch.chicken rice.its nicee lei.derh rice ther.eat at his hse.used comp.

went out ard 3plus.took 105 to botanic gardens.met derh rest of SD peeps at an open area.ther's a mat and some food.made by umairah.but she's not ther yet.cos he wid fadzly.then ade and kelly came.wid cake frm bengawan solo.shaf came.ther's mark,eza,emil,syamil,shaf,ade,kelly,yk,amber,ain.fadzly and umai came tgt.suprised him.then emil bf came too.umai baked tis super LOVELY cup cakes.suepr sweet luh.wid fadzly names and some nicee patterns.really v good sia.we played games.and they do all kind of stuffs.later on videos you'll noe.they hit fadzly butt "18" times.ploe dance wid ade.as punishment.cos they talk when playin tis game.tat cannot talk.by movin in right place according to our birth mth,then next round is birth date.mark,fadzly and syamil danced.then our four "bastard" dance cancan.lol.and tis super funny and -.- TOILETtubies video.then in derh end is become HORNYtubies.lol.and they fored fadzly and umai share and eat tis nugget tgt.lol.we played muderer too.second time me murderer.they say i SILENT KILLER.lol.cos i somehow "killed" quite a few victims.w/o kelly derh "police" caught me.hahah.fun larhs! umairah still say she really nv choose derh a wrong murderer sia.lol.ahf to blink blink here and ther.hahhah.ard 7plus.8plus went off?.dear went home cos he got headache.derh rest went town then say gg to bugis tiS place dunno how to spell it is like smoking frm tis tin derh.

then i went took 174.wanted go find liyana and renuka.and i knew i'll get lost. -.- and true enough.i really took until tis ulu place.faster get down.then see only got tis one bus derh.is after chinatown lerh.so walked back to chinatown.and took one station mrt to clarke quay.renuka at first say boat quay.so bus stop ther write 174 got go ther.then they walked till the "central".met them.walked ard.walked ard clarke quay.sit down at tis "rainbow" bridge tat liyana called it.then listen song and talk.ar 10plus.renuka haf to go off cos she nds to home eat med.so walked back.and really lorhs.clarke quay is like so near yo my hse only lo.should go tehr more often.lol.if i boredd?.walk ther can lerh.hahah.walked to 51 bus stop.renuka board bus.then liyana walked me back home.hahah.reahed home.bathe.ect.actually dearr wans me go find him derh.he his head really pain lerh.so he went off slp.so i jus come home lo.tmrw meetin renuka.and i told dearr tat i'll go fetch him frm camp tmrw :D
dearr; drink more water and rest well!! muack!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADZLY!!!!!!

-enjoy derh videos!!
;off my music tats playin to listen to them too^^

FADZLY KENA 18 HITS ON HIS BUTT!!

TOILETtubies!~ -.-

umairah and fadzly being asked to eat tis nugget!! ~LOL.

cancan dance by SYAMIL, M.A.L, FADZLY, SHAF. hahaha.

POLE DANCE!~ bg music is LOW!

ade and syamil! -"POLE DANCE"

ade and mark! -"POLE DANCE"

ade and fadzly! - "POLE DANCE"

thats all folks!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAPPY 43RD NATIONAL DAY!~

at dearr hse now.fri after ofa.went bfd.got rehersal for role play.then was released at 12.40pm.cos mr herman nd to go ferh a meetin.so went off to meet dearr.walk alone.derh rest still at schh.trained to tiong.then went bought duck rice.then went home.wid dearr.ah di and ah ma was home.ah ma went down.left ah di and us.used comp.eat lunch.watch tv.dearr play psp.lol.then ard 5plus.after bathe out.went out.trained to tanjong BG.take cheque.write down next wk schedule.then went off.to dearr's place.watch tv.eat dinner.and while watchin tv.ard 10plus.i actually dozed off.lol.slp over dearr place.next morning wake up 11plus.watch tv.ect.had bread and maggie mee.breakfast cum lunch.use comp.watch ndp 08.then went down buy hotdog.canned.and pork cube.cook rice.fried egg wid hotdog.salted veg.and dear mum downstair uy derh chicken wing.super full.cot watch tv.use comp lo.later gg back home lerh.tmrw gg botanic gardens.wid dearr.and sd peeps.hahha.
and monday is holiday!!~

having ofa now.cher' talkin to us about ms access.new word to me.

later duing bfd still got role play rehersal.will scare sia.lol.and after sch can go find dearr.cos he on mc.nv go camp.
& sorry dearr,i forgot wear back derh necklace.i feel so uneasy leii.cos everytime got wear tat necklace wid me derh.now nv wear,so weird lidat..
i loveeee dearrrrr!

schED.sort of a national day celebration.our cls,mr herman wanted us to wear red.so i wore tis red and "sexy" (M.A.L say de) 3/4 sleeve shirt.cos is abit like off shoulder.so will "lou jian".see my shoulders.lol.then like only ME in cls wear lidat.& tat white heart necklace and ear rings.derh rest of them jus wore tees or polo tees or their MU tees.hahah.had "care".i folded origami,cranes.had lollipop.and eat derh puff tat mum bought frm donut factory.is nicee.got chocolate filling,but dun really like derh choco part.cos i dun really like chocolate.i meant like too sweet lidat.then ard ten.all went down.go canteen,mph outside,ect.then those participating in games went in mph ferh briefing.derh rest jus stay ard or at canteen lo.got food and those seeling things derh store ard in derh campus.got tis haunted hse also.lol.then when derh games started.thye were suppose to go station by station.to play games.got chapteh,hula hoop,skipping,origami,shooting,stackin cups,blindfolded soccer,heading,sms.lol.almost all won by FT.and is obvious.cos they are derh organisers ferh all derh games.after tat went canteen.eat.was super hungry.dunno why.lol.then went up to sr4.nd to do tis online survey things but all most got prob loggin in.and internet damn WOLS la.so nv.jus slack ard.talk and stuff.then finally ard 2plus.went down to bball court.they played captain ball.i nv play.cos how play sia.was wear skinnys and wid sort of not correct footwear and outfit luh.so mr herman ask me be derh referee.lol.and they jus anyhow play.all fouls sia!!!hahah.can all snatch derh ball.can tickle.can kick each other.can even stratch wid fingers.or even tryin to "push" down derh one who's at derh goal ther derh.esp siree.hahah.damn fun ferh them i can say.hahah.then "half-time'.15 mins.went rest.then someone muscle tear.after some time.then cont game.wid different ppl.then play 6mins plus started rainin.so went canteen.mr herman bought us drinksbottled pokka drinks. drank green tea.hahah.then he 3plus dismiss us frm ther liaos.called renuka.cos tot they sentin cun off.hoa's bro.but in derh end nv.but meetin ferh dinner.so i took 147 to dovee.met renuka.waited ferh ph.then trained to tiong.waited ferh wendy and wendy at kfc.ate.then walked ard.went bk sit down slack.dearr came.went to buy "money no enough" tic.only me and him derh.then liyana came also.then ard 9 went up.it was damn touching!!!!!! i cry until.....cos i think of my ah gong barhs.haiz.i misss him!~ )))))))))))):
(spoiler) ferh those haven watch dun read.LOL.i was tryin to not cry frm derh part they keep pushin derh responsibility of takin care of their mum.till hospital tat time.she saved her granddaughter.
it somehow jus made me think of my grandfather.cos at least they still can see their mother or i can say grandmother right after they pass away.and spenting so much time wid them.they should really be glad.i cant even get to see my grandfather tat often and not even right after he pass away.is only a hr lidat then see.i cryyy..haiz.damn sads larh.should go watch.really.when at movie.was not really feelin well sia.confirm is digestion prob again.always tis kinda feelin derh.sucks la.like wanna vomit lidat.should be too full.then arh.nv blup out.so v uncomfortable.and so sorry dearr.today made you like spent so much.cab down.buy tics.see me cry until lidat -.- and cabbin back home.dun wan umbrella somemore.hais.and also my slow replyin.really sorry ): i was almost tearin when i started to write about my grandfather tat part.but i am strong.i nv.cos i noe my grandfather will be happy to see me living happily now.not always cryin.esp becos i missed him.i must let him noe tat i am livin wid happiness and love.got my family and DEARR and of cos all my frns and gal frns caring about me.i loveee you all!!
* dearr i loveee youuu so muchhhh!~
cya tmrw!!!!

its WED.((:
schhed.ofa.hand up print out ferh ofa powerpoint project.then cher' transfer my project slides into her lappy.tmrw then transfer.lol.after tat went break.then we went to sipore national museum.interesting place.many things.took lots of pics too.is like talkin about our history lidat.till ard 4plus.then grp of us walked to clarke quay derh central mall.eat at ljs.then we gals.umairah,siree,amber plus me went shopping ard.they bought their clothes.red tees.ferh tmrw.ect.i saw tis white dress.they say like gg weding lidat.lol.is tube type.20 bucks.but i no money )): but dearr say tis fri go ther take a look lorhs.hahah.after tat ard 7plus.went homed.watched tv.tried out my red tops.to decide which one to wear.cos nd to wear wid sch skirt.lol.then got one.and i will wear wid a white belt,white heart shaped necklace,and white heart shaped ear rings.is same pattern as necklace derh.hahah.so i will be white and red.but sch skirt. -.- will be havin tis celebration and plus those games.and i haf work tmrw.i miss you my dearr.
and mum jus said tat we all will b gg genting tis comin dec.say my cousin will book bus to go ther.then i told her dearr and his family also gg.then he had aske dme to go along.LOL.is tis year end of year lidat also.but dunno when.then she say ask me to ask dearr if wanna come along also.hahaha.
and also.mon NO SCH (:

i jus bathed out.back from work.went ferh work after schh.work was alright.quite a number of guests.full house.ended ard 10pm.and we had lots of food to eat.really lots.then after eat.go home lerh.reached home.bath,and my nose bleed AGAIN. >.< tis is like derh dunno how many bloody times it bleeds ferh derh past wks arld larhs.and somemore frm derh same nostril.is like ard five times arld.in less then a mth time.and more frequent since frm last wk.ytd twice.after work.and also after reach home frm work.now is after reach home.derh past wks.ard three times like.first day still rmb is 21 i think.after excel test.then was twice after tat past wks.then was durin 1st aug.at like 12Am plus while walkin home after work.then is ytd and today liaos.zzzzz.
and dearest!
i can see you tmrw lerh!!
PLEASE TC of yourself ya.
:DDDDDDDDDD ; with loves!

in schh.ofa.but mr herman reliefing us now.had lifeskills in derh morning.and mrs lim keep askin me to join back derh dance competition.i told her i not interested in derh type of dance alrd.but she said tat they haf no enuff ppl.and needed us.ask me to consider and tell her on thur.but well,my decision will be derh same.so sorry.if i noe i cant do it.i wun acccept it.i noe i wun be commited to it.and also not into tat dance type.then she keep sayin will get cca points and stuff.lols.after tat was accounting.do control acc again wid those "family cards".and ther will be verses on some cards.ppl who got derh cards wid those sentence will haf to go forward and do up derh control acc thingy.then she taught us bank reconcilation.it was okay.understand(: then after tat break.then was s&w.went bball court.see them play.then went back hall.played volleyball! ~ after tat went canteen rest lerh went to ofa room.waited like 45mins.quite a few peeps went off arld.then mr herman.said he will relief us.hahah.well,after tis gotta go ferh work arld.

its SUN.tmrw's schh again.
hmmm.wk ends has been okay.fri afternoon went find dearr.then evening went to vivo.dear brought me to jia xiang mian ther eat.then brought me to candy empire.bought me chocolates and cookies. (((: thanks dearr.went up to top of vivo.sit down ther awhile.then went home.reached home 10plus.then on sat.wake up.went find dearr.watch tv.used comp.slp.haha.boriing.then we decided to cook rice eat.then went donw buy canned food.sardine.bah ding.and i queue up ferh chicken wings and veg.then after buy lerh.went back.rice almost okay liaos.after eat lerh.dearr dun let me go home.then slp over lorhs.hahah.watched tv.then slp at ard 3plus.but he nv slp at all.tis morning.ard 6plus.then i wake up.keep on sayin morning to him.lols.super hyper in tat morning.guess is cos of derh weather.so cooling.hahah.thou when i wake up.is hot.cos i was under blanket.lols.then trained home.dearr trained to camp lo.reached home.slp.hahah.got air con.then wake up 1plus.went down buy mee pok.then go ah ma hse eat.watch tv.4plus went up.back home.bathed.then prepare.then went work.work was okay today.ended wokr 10plus.eat then come home.bathed.and used comp.blogg now lorhs.tis wk is packed wid things ferh me.except ferh fri.haha.cos tmrw i got work.no meet dear.sads.then tue i gotta go ferh tis dialogue at balestier wid umairah.gotta meet dearr tat day.then wed.got national museum visit.and dearr got duty.so no meet him.sads.then thur.got work.no meet him again.sads.then fri.can meet him.haha.sat national.dunno wat programme we've got.then sun.fadzly birthday.
ect.ect.
dearrr i miss you!