its THUR lerh.fast horrr.tmrw is 29th FEB.finally one more extra day on feb.who's birthday falls on tmrw??.lol.hmmmmmmm.went work as per usual today.three new temp staffs started work today.and i was asked to teach them how to attend to patients in treatment rm.and as usual.fadilah didnt come.dunno why also.was in ther wid jing hui and zoe at first.then zoe went case number.and then sin yee was doin aurora.called some patients up again to reconfirm thier appt again.jing hui helped to called a few.went lunch at one today.wid johnny plus zoe.went arcade.played daytona wid johnny.i won!~yeah!.hahah.went back work.was wid jinghui in derh rm.and also zoe.tot tat it would be a busy day.cos its thur.but not really.derh clinic quite silent lidat.as compared to those real busy days la.it would like in a wet market lidat.work was okay today.cos now i've got extra helpin hands.ended work and trained to yio chu kang wait ferh dearr.and we went bishan junction 8.walked ard.bought movie tics ferh the leap years.and saw tat CJ7 was sold at more than words.plush toy lidat derh.ther will be 3 sizes derh.we saw derh should be M derh ma.lol.and ther will still be pencil holder,ect ferh it.hahah.went bought kfc.and we did sth.shhhhhh.watched movie.and was hmmm.okayy.after movie wanted go see if still got derh CJ7 plush toy anot.but i had tis feelin confirm dun haf lerh la.and really dun haf.lol.but at derh end of derh day(look familiar?),i am still happy.cos i am wid dearr.and i can really go insane wid him ard.you can nv see may acts lidat in front of you.but i really gone insane in front of him.hmmmm.i can really go CRAZY at times.i MISS you always.and wid lots of love!!

its WED today!~
went to work as per usual.and alone again.dunno wher fadilah disappear to lerh.had lunch wid johnny.then went arcade play again.hahah.daytona.motor.lol.hmm.off frm work lerh jiu waited ferh johnny to end work.cos dearr had sth cropped up.so met up wid renuka,joshua,hongni at vivo.then tot of johnny gg back home frm harbourfront derh.so went ther wid him.met them in giant ther.lol.funny things started to happen again.almost laugh non-stop lidat since then.hahahah.spent a very laughter-ble nite.lots of laughters.hmmm.went to kopitiam ferh dinner wid them.renuka went bought food by herself first.lol.then joshua went.and then me.in derh end joshua walked to me.ask me wat im eatin.lol.cos he doesnt noe wat to buy.and i was actually gg to ask him derh.but he walk to me first.hahah.cos i nearly recognize wrong ppl.see by their shirt nia.then tot is joshua.but then when walkin towards him.derh real joshua was walkin to me.lol.i to blurr liao.bought korean food wid joshua.then eat.talk talk.then played psp.i played johsua's bro derh.then he played mine.= = dearrr came!~.he ate.then we trained to tiong.met puihoon.then arh.played scissors,paper,stone to see who decide to go wher to slack.me and dear keep put derh same thing.lols la.then at derh end of derh day(LOL),renuka chose to go tiong park.hahah.playd wid derh merry-go-round.and it was damn fun!.but then ehhh.i was forced a few times to go up again and again.lol.but still.very fun la.lol.and then ah.renuka kana tis laughin virus.lol.keep laughin non-stop.ehhhhhhhhhh. o.0 btr be able to slp tonite.hahah.we went off at 10plus.ph went homed.renuka dn joshua took bus.then dear sent me back first and then took bus homed.i loveeeee my dearr lots lots!~ muacks!

TUES! ;
saw leonard gor at tiong.didnt saw him.is he said hiii then i notice.hahah.mornin i blurr blurr derh.lol.jus talked ferh a min.then went off to work.worked alone again.lunch wid johnny.went arcade play.fun fun xD.hahah.ended work.at first tot dear said wun be able meet him.cos he nd go help frn.so saddddded.but then..still met him afterall.heheheheh.went to sq and queue to buy waffles ferh him and then trained to yio chu kang wait ferh him.pass him derh waffles.and pei-ed him take train tgt to commonwealth.then he went off.i took train back homed.jus lass then an hr wid you.im enjoyed it too.cos i am wid you all along.i loveeeee you!~

sat stayed at home till evening.then went meet deardear.at raffles.wait ferh hi and his mum at derh starhub centre ther.then went eat dinner.ate claypot rice.went meet his frn after tat at tiong ther.to fix derh lappy.then went derh company at tanjong pagar.then went haf dessert.went dear's hse.ect.slp over.woke up next mornin 9plus.then went home.bathed.use comp awhile.cos it wasnt off derh whole nite.went off meet dear and his mum.at ps.went ther derh starhub.then jiu went eat lunch.then his mum went off.we took bus off to his hse.watched "apartment 1303".lol.ate derh two eggs w/ onion wid breads.while walkin to commonwealth drive.his mum in derh mornin cook ferh me derh.cos she doesnot noe i am gg home.then made my breakfast also.so i eat it.haha.so went help his frn to sth.had dinner after tat.he sent me off to mrt^^.went home-d.
went work today.worked alone again.fadilah nv come.it wasnt too busy in derh mornin.was asked ferh help by hidahya to called up 68 patients to confirm if they will be comin ferh their appt.called one list b4 lunch.went lunch at 12.30.johnny was like outside treatment waitin fehr me come out wid green tea.haha.went bough food at kopitiam.bouhgt dear's too.cos he came to find me.after his check.ta bao to b1 ther eat.ard 1305 johnny went back work.me and dear went to sq 2 and velocity walk awhile.cos mine lunch time till 1330.after att went abck work.dear went book in lerh.he will be stayin in tonite.so tot tat i wun be able to meet him today.then suddenly he say he comin meet me durin my lunch time.hahah.^^ i was smiling all derh way after lunch when workin till tis guy patient came ferh bld pressure.i was so pek chei wid him.my bld was like boilin talkin to him.nearly feel like faintin sia.confirm HIGH BLD derh.grrrrr.dun wan say liao.say more angry.but after sometime jiu okay lerh la.cos i am happy tat i've seen dear today (: i'll miss you lots derh!!!

went work today.hahah.finally ah.lol.fadilah was at work too.work in bld rm was not busy today.went lunch at 1pm wid winnie today.worked tgt in rm 9 wid fadilah after lunch mostly.read teenage also when ther is no patients.hahah.went sq 2 boguht a pin ferh my cardigan.then bought balls ferh dear.jus tot if he's hungry??.haha.went to mrt wait ferh him then fadilah went off first.witd ferh ard 15mins lidat.then we walked ard novena.and then went to eat at kopitiam at velocity.and we chose derh same stalls.but different choices.hahah.and is he choose ferh me in derh end.bought a bottle of mineral water.sat down awhile after eatin do a quiz fmr derh mag.he reads it ferh awhile.some interestin storys.lol.ect.took train.come back tiong.rented DVDs to watch durin derh wk ends.cos tmrw deardear will be at work.so i will be slackin at home.guess tmrw i'll watch "just follow law".then on sun i'll go dear's hse watch "apartment 1303" and "hidden floor".wanna watch horror movie tmrw also derh.but then i scare be alone at home watch it.lol.then slack ard tiong.then walk to my hse area.slack ard ther again.till 9plus.then he went home-d.and i didnt realise my wallet wid him == .today super blurr.durin lunch also.cos after eatin went winnie ther derh work place at 6th floor.then came out to go back clinic.and i left my wallet inside also.but i walke out.then i realise sth missin lerh.so i called ferh her.lol.but i am at least not as blurr as dear today.wake up late.took wrong direction.and also tot he start to drive when its green man.hahah.but dearrr.i really loves you damn damn lots leiiii!!~
:DD

eh eh ehs.thur today.was on mc.so i slp till like quite late.msged renuka.replied dear too.renuka and ph came after ph's kumon interview.and it was successful.congrats ph.hahah.ate my lor mee which i went downstairs to buy before they reached my hse.then transfered some psp games.ect.and was kana force by them to acc them go commonwealth derh psp shop again ferh ph's sis derh psp games.lol.then we went took 33 first.to go anchor pt.renuka ate at kfc.and caiyuan saw me ther.he msged me and say tat i am at kfc right?.lol.hahah.he was workin at jack's place.haha.he came put and knocked my head frm behind.lol.cos he was on break.hahah.played psp wid ph wheile renuka havin her food.then after she finish her food.me and her play.rega rally.lol.i was previously playin bomberman wid ph.hahah.fun fun.lol.walked to commonwealth after tat.and me and ph was rushin ferh toilet.hahah.and we went derh mrt ther derh toilet.and renuka dun believe us tat derh toilet inside ther was clean.lol.hmm.then after tat jiu went to derh psp shop lo.and ph modified derh psp ferh 30 bucks.hahah.cos it was original one.after tat we sent her to busstop.and dear reached.went to eat dinner at koufu again.then walked to dear's hse.three of us.played audi wid renuka.psp.then after tat watched tv.then palyed bomberman wid dear.lost.lost.lost.and dear i not angry wid you cos i keep losin la.lol.jus cos you didnt sent me back to mrt >< srry.am jus over-sensitive eh.cos when you jus like close derh gates and let me go off wid renuka tgt to walk to mrt.i was so saded.though you asked me.i was abit pek chei lerh.so i didnt reply to you.and indeed you didnt sent me.so i jus walked off lidat lo.pissed at first.feels so sadded.feels like tearin alrld when i was in derh lift.ehhhhh.but i didnt lurh.walked quite fast to mrt in front of renuka.she noes tat i am abit pissed and quite sadded.after i told her.ehhh.well.now is okay lerh.sry arh dear.am not angry la.jus abit too sad nia.i miss you lots lots leii!.i still LOVE YOU as much la.much much more lerh ^^ hope to cya real soon.i wan hug hug!~

its 20th feb today.wed.didnt blogg ferh last two days.hmmmm.
well.on mon.pei-ed dear go see doc ferh check up at cgh.ect.hmmmm.daer you haf to take lots of care ferh your back hor.i will be worried ferh you derh leii ): hmm.ytd went work.and fadilah was at work.so not alone.hmmm.lu7nch at 12 wid winnie and johnny.met dear at yishun after work ferh dinner.then we went to commonwealth and he bought a psp ferh himself.a black one too^^ hahah.today didnt go work.was sick )): went see doc at bm polyclinic.renuka acc me.thanks ya.gotten two days mc.so is today and tmrw also.got cough,flu,slight fever.grrr.but not really tat bad la.lucky me.haha.met ph at tiong.then went eunos.had our food ther.me and renuka was damn hungry.haha.got we both didnt haf our breakfast and lunch.ard 2plus we went to renuka previous work place.venture era.was suppose to jus acc her go collect sth then wait ferh ph to finish listenin to a "talk" by them.then in derh end.i ended up wid them listenin also.grrr.i dun think i will join them.haah.so well.lidat lo.till ard 5plus.then we went tiong.go toilet.lol.ph went homed.then we took 195 to renuka hse ther.go take her psp.then went to derh psp derh shop at commonwealth.met dear ther too.renuka bought another two games.each at 3 bucks.hmm.went dear hse after tat.grabbed some games frm him.bomberman is fun.i will win derh!!..hahah.other games haven yet try.hmm.tmrw got mc.so renuka comin my hse find me.hahah.can slack here.play psp.xchange games.lol.
hope dear can meet me tmrw also.i missin you every single day.i wanna see you everyday lerh!^^ muack!
anyw,happy birthday shermin*

its 17th feb.sunday.and tmrw is start of another workin day.

and on fri.i worked alone again.both of them nv come.but at least not lunch alone.had it wid winnie and johnny.and tat fri afternoon was a busy one.grrrr.but aft ard 4plus gg 5 lidat jiu slow down lerh.ph and renuka came and find me.cos ph came to take her poster and also ferh her interview at ttsh.so they acc me till my end of work.talk talk in treatment rm.hahah.dear came find me also.geeez.went to cathay.bought tics ferh P.S i love you.went eat at this hotdog factory shop.lols.still okay la.derh cheese not much taste lidat.not derh type i like derh.hahah.watched at 7pm.it was quite a nice movie.till ard 9.20.dear wasnt feelin well.so we cabbed home.sent me back first.then he went back.he vomited )): i slp at ard 12plus.and managed to wake up at 11plus when he called.hehe.met him at bedok.then went eat.then went eastcoast.bought twister fries.sat ard deerh sea side ther derh stone.and enjoyed derh breeze and fries.palyed wid derh sea water aft tat.lol.fun fun.picked some sea shells.and we paly ferh ard 3hrs?.lol.went find maki at bedok.then walked ard.then took bus to somewher.lol.had dinner.nice one.ferh me.cos its hot and spicy derh stingray and sambal ganggong.nice.geeez.some satays too.and we walked ferh like 3rounds then found derh bus stop to go to tamp.maki's place.watched tv.and ate some more.lols.after a few hrs la.not straight away.i am a big eater okayy.hahah.ate popcorn.use microwave pop derh.hahah.then ah.ate some more pasta.slp only at ard 4plus.and i woke up at 1plus.hahah.after dear on his way back.cos he went tekong to collect letter.went down to eat at coffeeshop ard 3lidat.aft tat jiu went back to dear's hse lerh.went back ard 8plus.and saw his mum and uncle at carpark.and he asked him to drive us go eat dinner.lol.so went redhil market.had char siew rice.then was drove back home lerh.had two fun days wid dear xDD
P.S I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
its 14 FEB 2008 today~
...more then a wk no blogg lerh.hahhaha.last post was derh 5th of feb.hmmm.damn lots of things actually happened durin tis period of time.total sadness and also total happiness.lols.quite a few sadded things and also real happy stuffs.geeez.k larh.dun feel like talkin abt derh sadded stuffs.so well.jus skip it bah.those who noe will noe lo.lols.hmmm.well.i am now a happiest gurl on earth.LOL.i have such a nice boyf who loves me so deeply.hahaha.he's really a nice guy.gurls;dun jealous.hahaha.& i love him too^^
well i am really lazy to talk abt last wk derh stuffs.jus spent new year.first day to jurong grandma ther.second day to commonwealth uncle ther.went meet him after tat to watch cj7 @ cathay.cj7 is cute!.i wan it xD.after tat we slack ard.and have long walks.frm orchard all derh way to commonwealth.walk.chats.and even piggy-backed me.cos of a 5min shortcut eh.nvm.haha.then slp over.went home sat.then jiu went to aunt hse at woodlands.then on mon he suprised me by popin up at novena after my work.hehehs.i love you!
next day took off day.pei-ed him go see doc.then tue.i was not feelin well.so didnt went work also.and so,went find him too.derh two days was like arld celebratin v'day.although got some saddd things.but all deleted frm me lerh.hahhah.jus derh happy moments i will rmb.thurr.which is today.he ame meet me at novena after work today.then went walkin ard sq 2,velocity.ind erh end.we had fish and co at velocity.got a balloon frm ther too.hahah.nice dinner(: went to marina bay after tat.long walks again.but its okay.cos im wid him.geez.its dark.and sometimes scary.but got him can lerh.heheh.slack ferh quite sometime at marina bay derh mrt outside ther after derh walks.relaly had such a wonderful evening.dear,i really love you lots lerh^^

i am damn emo tis few days when i am ALONE.hate to be left alone...hais.i jus someone ard.my frns..but esp you.but i noe its not very possible.but i will wait! ;D
stayed at home on sat.but then was "cheated" out by weikok and gabriel after their movie.lol.at ard 2am larhs.gabriel drived.they reached my hse downstairs real fast.lols.then gabriel drove to abc market ther derh kopitiam and they haf their fish ball noodles.i was being forced to finsh three fish balls and a meaball if not gabriel wun drive me back home.lol.and i dun like fish balls.grrrh.after tat drove to tiong park.slack slack.crapped~.ect.then drove to hse downstairs.talk cock.lols.then went homed ard 4plus lo.then cont watchin my online taiwan drama.romantic princess.finshed ard ytd.then slp at 9plus am.then was awaken at 1plus.to downstairs haf lor mee.then stayed at home lerh.went out haf dinner at ikea.then went to tis disney naturally shop at anchor point.the shop's so cuteee.hahah.boguht biscuits ferh renuka.hope she'll like it.its mickey chocolate biscuit.hahah.had ice cream ther.named "gabriell's dazzle".three scoop of ice cream.wid fruits toppings and strawberry sauce and chocolate fudge.chose vanilla,chocolate,strawberry.hahah.it was also showin princess dairies 2.hahah.i feel happier after gg to derh shop.hahah. (:but was still emo at times.grrrh.whenever i am alone.hais.cried ferh five days lerh.is jus a short while only la.so frns.no worries alright?am fine.!thanks ferh derh concerns.went work as usual on mon.met renuka after work.haf dinner.then today didnt go work.pon work.lol.tired.so grabbed more slp.till ard 11plus.lols.bathed then went meet renuka at commonwealth.had ljs ther.then went bought a psp ther.black!..cool colour ah.derh person said so.hahah.i love black too.tis not emo colour okay.its cool.hahah.derh two person ther in derh shop sellin was fun fun.hahah.good customer service arh.hahah.went bugis after tat to find puihoon and hongni.they were shoppin ther.shop~~.walk ard.went bugis street awhile.then me and hongni went homed first.sry arh renuka.i wasnt feelin quite well.so wanted to go home and rest first.pei you another nite alright?(: book me!.hahah.k luhh.nth much lerh bah.no work tmrw also.suppose to haf work half day derh.but our staff nurse told us tat we dun haf to go ferh work as its half day only.hahah.so no work tmrw lo.

damnnnn.i am damn EMO again.hais.i really miss derh OLD MAY!!come back to me pls!!!...i dun wan always cry lidaty.its really very tiring.i am really tired of cryin.really.i've cryin tis few days lerh.and ferh no good reason.i dunno.i jus think too much.and also becos of tis song.不想懂得.i cried.again.now.currently.hais.i really jus nds someone ard to be wid me at times.esp you.but wat i really nd now is my frns ard bah i think.and ferh now.my blogg is my best frn.cos i can pour out watever i wanns say to it.i may look strong and always smiling and laughin.very energetic.and active.but sometimes i am really tired.really.i guess i am too tired.im sry.

hais.its wk end.and its SAT.i am stuck at home whole day.thinkin of wher to go.and feels so alone again.whenever i feels so alone.i'll think of you.my life wuold be so much happier if you were wid me.
out wid you on 31st jan makes me so happy.jus tat few hrs.i am really happy.cos i am wid you.
but when not gettin a reply frm you makes me so sad.why?why?.guess im too in love wid you.jus wanna get some attention frm you is so difficult ferh me.jus hope ferh you to reply me.jus a simple sms frm you will make me very happy.it really do.waiting is a very difficult job ferh me.cos i am very impatient derh.but i jus doesnt noe why i am here always waiting.guessed you really attracted me so much.though i cant find a reason why i m so much attracted by you.but you noe tat i really love you.maybe right after derh incident.its very difficult ferh you to trust me lerh.but i jus hope you will trust me again.and back like how we use to be.i dunno why i m postin tis here.but i jus pourin out watever tat is in me.i wanna smile like how i always do.i dun wanna emo.always cryin becos of small lil things.esp ferh you.i dun wan you to noe tat i always cry becos of you.but i wan to smile becos of you.i wan you to noe tat i am very happy here waitin ferh your ans.but i cant help to cry at times when i feel alone.and you.not here.sometimes i really jus hope you can be by my side.jus accompanyin me..
i miss you!~
i'll be waiting ferh you.