study study study. . .

tats wat i do at home today.be guai kia.woke up at 10plus am today.i was surprised by myself tat i cound wake up so early on a sunday morning.cos usually on sunday,i will only wake up at ard noon??.hahas.ytd slept at 2plus am.but still can manage to wake up early is very rare ferh me liao.some more on sunday.my "slpin" day.hahas.after wake up.wash up.then on comp liao.=x my routine marh.hahas.but status is busy.cos I AM STUDYING(:

done chem first.one ppr.then phy.three pprs.then maths.one ppr.was super tired.then got slack awhile in between luhh.cannot continuously study derh ma.will die derh lorh.lol.studied till 7plus.then go out and eat dinner.kana gastric pain sia.grrr.but nth ferh me to eat marh.=x

after eat lerh then come home liao.feel so tired sia.zZzz..jus now walkin also nearly fall.lol.feel giddy.sians.even my aunt also ask me okayy anot.then my mum say i like old ah ma walkin lidat.lol.guess i gotta slp early today liao.maybe do a few more maths qs then gg slp lerh marh.if not realli will fall sick sia.my stomach haf not been feelin well since today morning.grrrrh.

here to blogg again.such a SIANS sat today.was so tired ytd.today ard afternoon then woke up.hahas.didnt study today.jus read the story book.so boringg.woke up.bathed.online.frnster.ect.then nv eat anything.only ard 9plus then went out meet guiquan eat at bm mac.hahas.thx ya.ferh accompanying me jus now.hahas.so tats all i eat ferh today.mac chicken student meal.hahas.i eat only.he pei wor.cos he alrd eat liao.lol.while eatin talk talk.then after eatin crap abit.talk talk lo.hahas.ard 11.30pm then went off.he cabbed me home cos he cabbing down to abc market thr after tat.reached home.then blogg and blog lerh lo.k luhh.nth to blogg liao.gg watch tv lerh.buai!!

ARGGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AM TOO STRESSED OUT!!!!
super duper stress!
i'll get very irritated and frustrated over every single bits of things!
jus now i shouted at my dad jus cos he ask me why i nv open de window and shut it when it was like not raining.i shouted at him back and say is mum close de luh!!..jus now raining marh!!..then he say "u shout at me ferh wat.i jus askin u ma."then i shouted at him back ask him to "shut up larh.i study until i gg siao liao luhh.jus stop irrittating me larh!!!!!..and i bursted out`and CRIED.hais.i realli cant take it lerh.realli feels very stressed now..esp right after studyin jus now.felt so tired and worn out lerhh.realli getting more stress luhh.0 lvl is like comin in a few wks time.and my prelims results is like shit luhhh.ms wu even expect us to get 15 and below at least.how can i get tat leiii.widd my sucky results now.how can i even expect myself to get into a poly even.hais.i realli cant do it.realli very de stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....headache larh!!!!!!!
*HELP!!*

felt so worn out today.sianns!! realli feel so TIRED.had intensive isp in the hall as usual.today had phy and ss.first three period was phy.jus do phy ppr.then ownself check and mark.hmmm.had reccess at 9.30AM.very early leii.then was ss.went thru de ss prelim ppr de structured qs corrections.was like FREEZING COLD in the hall luhhhh.grrr.regretted to haf took out my cardigan in the morning.cos i haf put my cardigan into my bag.scare v cold today again.but then in the morning.see the weather not bad.so took it out.but then.it was SO COLD in the hall.grrrrr.had geo after ss in the AVT.which was still COLD.went thru geo de prelim ppr corrections.then was form teacher period.and tmrw is ms wu's birthday.so our cls had decided to give her a surprise today.so our cls went back to cls rm quickly.decorated de cls abit.though quite messy after tat.rearranged de tables and chairs ferh bigger space.lol.so too out de cake.then dawn walks wid her back to cls.sang birthday song ferh her.cut de cake.ect.hahas.lazy to elaborate on it.lol.got back our cca certificate.and also my badge.ferh the excellence in conduct thingy.lol.den went down wid hongni to canteen to find de rest.den stayed in canteen ferh awhile.thinkin whr to go.lol.den went to sch bus stop.still haven decide whr to go yet.then got a guy give us flyers.is like got a new open resturant or sth.then got offers set meals ferh student de.i think.cos i nv take it.den they decide to go take a look lo.since we haf no ideas whr to go to.den me,renuka,wendy and hoa went.puihoon went home.went thr.and it was hmm.weird.dunno how to describe it.lol.in the end we didnt eat at thr luhh.lol.den they finally decided to go tiong kfc eat.lol.so went thr.eat thr.was super full after eatin.then went to popular.bought a maths bk.seriously need help in maths luhh me.renuak bought one too.hongni bought bio bk i think and a pen.wendy bought pencile or sth.lol.hoa bought a book.hahas.went down.hongni and wendy then went home.then me,renuka and hoa went to mac study.we all were so shag luhh.all super tired.but we did study.realli STUDY.i do phy and maths ppr.asked hoa some qs.then hoa did pure chem pprs.renuka did maths.ard 6plus.we all were all realli worn all.lol.so went home le.it looks like it is gg to rain at tat time.but i didnt rush home.cos was super tire liao.stroll very slowly home.reached home.bathed.online.then frnster.watched tv.then now blogg liao lo.had been readin story bk since ytd.everywhr.lol.was a interestin book.hahas.woner whr to go tmrw.to STUDY.or maybe stay at home bah.MUST TAKKAIRE hurh~renuka.must GET WELL HURH.then we can go out study tgt tmrw(:

here to blogg~ytd didnt.blogg.totally forgotten abt it.too lazy alrd.and very TIREd luhhh.anyway.nth much happened ytd also.jus haf emaths mock test ppr 1 and 2 lo.then went tiong wif puihoon,renuka,wendy.cos puihoon wanna go popular buy pencil.ect.lost again.lol.went thr.then renuka bought bubble tea.if am not wrong,is vanilla milk tea i think.then mine is oreo crush.puihoon's is hmm.latte ice blended?.ehhh.forgot lerh la.then wendy's one.i dunno.ahhas.went to our 'slacking place'.talktalk.then wendy and puihoon went home after tat.then me and renuka went to OUR 'slackin place'.hahas.sit thr.talk again.alot of things hurh.hahas.ferh more information.see renuka's blog lo.cos she got talk abt a scene happened.but wid no ending.hmmmm.then went home after tat.hahas.lols.

as ferh today.quite boring luhh.tired also.sians.yawns!.had phy first two period.do phy ppr.then is free period.sat at staff rm outside.then i do chem other sch de ppr.after tat is chem.she went thru other sch ppr and aslo chem tys de qs.after recess was maths.do maths ppr too.then end sch liao.waited ferh renuka they all to end at de staff rm outside.went canteen after tat wid them.do maths~hahas.then after puihoon hoa and hongni come down.at 2plus.then had lunch.in sch.den slacked~lol.went to orchard wid hoa renuka and puihoon after tat.wendy went home arld.then hongni also.hoa wanted to go 'borders" buy bks.so went thr.then renuka acc her.while me and puihoon went to walk.cos i wanna but umbrella.went sch WET today again.cos NO UMBRELLA lorh.sians.so i had to buy a new one.i dun wanna walk under heavy rain again luhh.very de cold de leii.grrrr.walked to far east.walk ard.noe thr will not be umbrella.will haf lots of clothes...hahas.so went off.bought bubble tea ferh hoa and renuka.but not me and puihoon.lol.we bought food frm old chang kee.then walked to taka.find hoa and renuka.meetin them at orchard library.while walkin.went to bought a UMBRELLA.finally!!.hahas.got mself a pink umbrella.hahas.then met them.then they borrowed bks.and ME too!omghhh.hahas.LONG TIME since i borrow a bk frm library.a bk recommended by renuka and puihoon.hmmmm.went home after tat.rained again.but tish time.i got my own umbrella.yeah!.lol.reached home.bathed.watch tv.pack bag.ect.blogg.then gg slp soon after bloggin.feel tired again!
*YAWNS*

hmmmm.i am super tired now.achin everywhr.lol.but still cant slp.cos my hair is still so WET.jus bathe.

had normal lesson as usual.but is all gg thru ppr,ect.stayed in air-con room.pac ferh like 2hr.so cold.cos we had ss first two period then followed by el next two.both in pac.then was mt.also in air-con room.avt now.i pass my ss source-based.haha.tmrw then gettin back structured.think did badly.grrr.and also got geo tmrw.so we'll get back geo tmrw too.hahas.hmmm.after recess was chem.went thru our pprs.did not do well also.hais.thn after sch went band rm take blazer and skirt.then went home le.then packed stuffs.went out to sch at 4.15pm.reached at 4.35pm.then puihoon still haven come yet.so waited.then become siewchin open de gb room.hahas.cos i've to put my bag inside.after tat went hall.then 6pm start graduation ceremony.hmmm.was kinda boring.nth much to say.but jus to say.i shook TSY's hand jus now.grrrr.after the thing took cls photo.and we also got de cls of the year award.each of us got a medal.hahas.took pics then went down canteen wid hongni to find de rest.they were eatin.so we wait.and wait.then me,doris and mayling went to return band blazer.i brought back band skirt.wash le then return tmrw bahh.if dry lerh.then waited ferh the rest.then went to gb room.change out.pack stuffs,ect.then off we go to tiong bahru park.yeah!..walked thr.some were SLOW.hahas.reached.played sparkles.fun!!!then ar.went to play on de merry go round de thing.and was super super DIZZY.damn dizzy.gg to faint lidat.realli scary luhhhh.cant even stand and walk properly after tat.then finally.after some rest.went to play swing.jus awhile.then then they alrd bought back de candles jus now.so we play de candles too.and also de sparkles.make heart shape wid candles.ect.was very FUN yea~~but too bad tmrw got schhh!!!sians.if not can play till ltr de.then can ton also.hahas.but haf to go back cos many nd to go liao.so went home at 10plus.then reached le.bathe then come blogg lerh.&& tmrw got emaths mock test ppr 1 and 2!!!!.arghh!!.confirm flunk again derh.

hmmm.its monday today.time realli passes fast.its graduation day tmrw!.and after tat our clique has planned to play candles after graduation ceremony tmrw.hmmm.suppose it would be fun?!hmmm.had normal lesson today.but didnt bring any books.most peeps too.like only haf maths tys and stuffs.and also rmb tie.today all de lesson also dun require us to bring anything de.so its okay.do a maths ppr durin maths lesson.then eng lesson got back eng compre.got 8/25 nia.v lousy.many peeps didnt do well.teacher said tat compre is our killing ppr.grrr.then was mt.went avt again.super cold.frm mornin arld so cold.cos it was rainin.and i dun haf umbrella.dun haf huh.not i din wanna bring.if not i confirm will bring de.so the rain was heavy ehh.so had no choice.walk under the rain.freezing cold~~..after recess was phy.got went thru phy ppr corrections then end of schh.stayed in cls cos sherline wanna stay.lol.so me and hongni stayed.and play games.hongni play my phone de games.then sherline played hongni's one.then after tat.i played hongni's one.then sherline played mine de bejeweled.until hongni wants to go down to canteen to eat b4 her amaths.she still playin.reached canteen.still playin.in the end hongni nv eat.cos no much time lerh.then me renuka joshua went off to tiong eat kfc after de rest went ferh amaths and other stuffs.then hongni and puihoon joined us after their amaths.then hoa.then si meng.darren chong,both ms ngS were thr eatin kfc ard 6plus?hmm.and darren chong gave us a box of chocolates to share.i ate one only.cos i dun like bitter chocolate.loved milk/white chocolates only.but not too sweet~~.went off ard 7plus gg 8 lidat.then slack awhile.then blogg lerh.gg to bathe right after tis.then pack my stuffs ferh tmrw.i jus now cant find my long sleeve shirt.ehhh.needa search up and down ferh it ltr liao.grrrrrr.i feel so tired now.sians.....&& jus now make heart wid de chocolate de wrapper.only do one.cos i only ate one.and i crush-ED it.grrr.and i told renuka tat my heart is CRUSH-ed...tats why i crush the only heart i manage to make usin de wrapper jus now.hmmmmmmmmmm.

HAIS.why?why?why?.the third day i am cryin again.jus cos of some pics.i realli dunno why.
MAY!!SMILE!!

hmmm.still in moody mood.ehhhh.but am alright larh.should be.thx ferh all the concerns my frns ;D woke up ard 11plus today.then rmb tat i din reply johnny msg since ytd de morning.ps ar.then replied him finally.then meetin him at bm interchange ltr.go de fuo tang.hmm.finally went bathed.cos both toilets occupied.so haf to wait.grrr.after bathin went out.then met him.then go thr.then walk ard.eat.then go in thr.bai bai and stuffs.hmm.learn quite a few things.hmm.thx johnny.and also ferh the food.i finished them lerh.reached home ard 8plus.then eat de food lor.jus finished.haf them slowly.lol.then now chattin on msn wid lynn,renuka,joshua.and some other peeps.askin them wat to bring to sch tmrw ehh.alomost all say not bringin anything.jus tie and stuffs.shuld be gg thru pprs tmrw only.so lidat lor.packed my stuffs.then come blogg lerh.nth much luhh.but still.nearly cry again when tellin johnny wat happened to me tat day ferh not replyin his msg also.ehhhh.grrrr.but realli glad ferh all the concerns frm all of you.my frns.=]

jus reach home not long ago.went out to meet renuka.jus to talk to her.although she didnt say much.but i am glad tat u lent me ur listenin ears.thx.didnt eat much today.jus maggie mee again in the afternoon jus now.no appetite.cook le also dun feel hungry lidat.then slowly eat.then cant bring myself to study also.when wake up.had a bad headache =/ and eyes cant even open much.after sometime ard 2plus pm then i manage to get up.wash up and stuffs.then went down to grandma hse alrd.aunt and cousins came.then met renuka at queensway thr de bus stop at 6plus.then went to mac.talk talk.then still dun feel hungry.but she ask me to eat larh.so went to bought sth.then eat lorz.when eatin then feels tat i am actually quite hungry.grrrr.went home ard 8plus.then nth to do lerh.chatted wid renuka awhile.then now nth to do again.so came to blogg lorz.now my eyes super ugly leiiii.but cryin helps me to relieve myself luhh.tryin to make myself happy.as i still had many friend ard me.esp my clique of good frns.they asked me to stay happy ["=

as said.i would blogg abt ytd.but jus abit summary ba.went to mt faber wid renuka hongni and puihoon after sch.waited ferh puihoon to meet us as she went home to haf her lunch first.then we reali went to climb mt faber.tired.but fun though.thr are suppose to be quite a few photos.but realli lazy to upload them now,maybe jus upload them in frnster bah.hmmm.then went vivo.check movie timing which i realli look forward to.and went home.bath ect.prepared.then meet you.was glad and happy tat u wore the short i bought ferh you.but i jus feel sth is not right.and my sixth sense is said to be always true.talked to two frns abt it.and realli cried alot.but realli thx u two ferh consoling me esp gabriel.dun mind if i show ur name yea?.hmm.u told me to dun think so much abt it.and i now i should.cos 0' lvl is jus round the corner in like jus a mth time.but now.jus ferh the time being.myabe ferh like jus today or tmrw.i realli cant bring myself to study yet.so sry.but i will try my best ferh it.and ferh him too.i'll prove tat i can do it all by myself.

its another brand new day.but i still feels jus how i felt ytd.been cryin myself to slp ytd.or should i say today morning.i slept at like 5am today morning.and woke up wid swollen eyes.jus now in the afternoon.and got i msg frm u again.and its makes me cry.again.hais.thr is realli no use in sayin anything more now lerh.& all the promises u made.aer merely jus fake.not all.but most?do u love me ferh who i am?am i jus a replacement of her to u?i noe tat u have not forgotten abt her.and why do u haf to like say u love me right frm the beginning.i am jus me.not her.maybe i realli jus like her at the beginnin jus like wat u've told me.but i am not.i am truly hurt DEEPLY.esp when u said sorry to me.its jus all too late.

actually got quite alot to blogg derh.many things.maybe tmrw or wat then blogg ba.got photos to upload somemore.
but now i haf got jus one word to say i am realli SAD now.

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so haf no mood to blogg abt things tat happened today lerh.

LAST DAY OF PRELIMS!!![=
but that means tat 0' lvl is comin nearer lerh!!!!
anyway.stayed in sch nd waited ferh puihoon hoa and hongni.they got amaths.so waited ferh 2hr plus.then went to gwc.wid joshua,jianbao,hoa,puihoon,hongni,renuka,wendy.and eat at mac.lol.puihoon hoa joshua eat at yoshinoya.lol.dun like.hahas.long story. i ate mcChicken tish time.hahas.eat fillet everytime.so change lo.hahas.then went to kim seng plaza after tat.and waited ferh puihoon and hoa.they went to buy sth ferh hongni.and took super long.so we waited ferh super long.lol.b4 thye come.we went to play at kim seng plaza inside the arcade.i nv play.only a few play.and finally the two women came.hahas.after playin arcade.xchanged all the tics to lollipop.lol.super lots of them.lol.then play bowl.cos our main motive to go thr is actully tp play bowl luhh.but then end up playin at arcade first.lol.played two rounds.then the time is like onli 4plus.time realli slow suddenly.jianbao went back when we were playin.he nv play.hoa went back after tat.then left six of us.then we went gwc lo.slacked ard.walked ard.then sit down.play play.talk talk.then puihoon and me went to buy ice cream.eat.read magazine.crapped lots of stuffs.hahas.hongni and joshua was like playin hp de games.brainjuice.then wendy renuka talk talk.ect.pair by pair.tis is puihoon say de ar.hahas.went home ard 6plus.then watch tv.de 7pm channel 8 de.then bathed.ect.then puihoon sent me de games.but cant open frm my phone.grrr.so.nvm.and got his msg^^.as in he asked me if i wanna catch a movie tmrw nite.heex."finally".since like ard prelims de period till today.end of prelims.we nv meet.at all.tmrw can go out watch movie lerh`-and is WID YOU =DDDDD~~

hmmmm.today was kinda boring in the morning.and was hungry when exam over.but me and puihoon waited ferh renuka they all to en dtheir poa first.but still me and puihoon still went to bought popcorn frm stall two.hahas.then after tat slack ard canteen.then we went to tiong.at first wanna go kopitiam eat.but is luch time.so super lots off ppl in thr.then in the end went to kfc.then waited ferh joshua hoa and wendy to come down first.cos joshua also gg to eat.so went to buy food after they come down.then eat slowly.hahas.then slacked thr.talk talk.crap crap.laugh laugh.LOLS.then joshua and hoa went back first.then we cont stay thr.then hongni came.then ard 4plus hongni wendy and puihoon went home after renuka went to buy bubble tea again.hahas.sourplum milktea.lols.then we sent them off to bus stop.then we went back tion again.walk ard.then stand ard.then talk alot.

...in the end went to sit at the outside thr.near the bus stop thr.and we share lots of "secrets".WAHAHAHA...*evil laughs*.hmmmmm.renuka is CRAZY!!!.muahahah.lol.cos i share widd her sth.and it cant stop her frm laughin at it at all.its jus FOUR MAGIC WORDS.heeex.i guess she might be starin at her four sided comp screen right now thinkin about it and laughin.xDD.and also right after i posted this.after she see it.confirm she will be laughin AGAIN.she is jus so crazy lerhh.hahas.i can even BET ON IT tat she will be laughin the first minute she saw me in sch tmrw morning.lols.and she might even be dreamin about it in her dreams ltr on hurh.hmmm.she reminded me to post tish de.wahahaha.&& also msg me right after she wake up tat she realli dreamt abt it and said tat FOUR MAGIC WORDS in her dream.and also laughs in her dream.wheeeee~~hahas.so u all who is readin tish should noe why i says tat she is CRAZY alrd rite??hahas.and even said HOTFUDGE is CRAZYYY!!.cos she say cannot mentin her name on msn marh.so i didnt mention her name at all lorz.but the hotfudge is referring to her marh.lols.so u all noe rite?.its referring to HER!!~muaHAHAS.k luhhh.shall stop sayin tish lerh.if not she will realli go crazy after readin tish post.or even ltr when she is readin tiish hurh.heex.**

hmmm.anyway.haf nth to say abt today's maths ppr two.lol.>.<
&& TMRW IS LAST DAY OF PRELIMS LERH.but after tish.0' lvl is gettin nearer lerh lurh.everyone must JIAYOUs k!!
xDD

&& now i noe announcin the WEIRD me today.lol.tat after posting this..i gg to SLEEP lerhh.lol.super weird ehh.i told renuka i gg slp soon on msn jus now.and she like."
lols...wow...ur sleepin earlier den mi??..ok...definitely weird...".lol.hahas.i also feel weird but v tired lerhh.usually even if i v tired.i will also not slp tish early derh.lol.and maybe cos tmrw de test is maths bahh.so didnt study.tats why can slp early lo.if not.if its otehr pprs.i will haf to study till late again.then confirm will doze off half way de.lol.hahas.k luhh.i gg to stop lerh.gg ten o'clock lerh.hahas

BYE!~NITES!~ *YAWNS*zzzzzzz

and so i went to meet renuka at tiong.she was alone.and she went to buy bubble tea again.lol.sourplum milk tea please.hahas.then went to ljs.she eat.combo one.then i jus eat de fries nia.cos in sch jus now got eat sth lerh.not v hungry yet.then wait ferh her to eat finish lo.wait~~zzz.lol.then joshua and wendy came ljs.and they also.went to eat.so wait ferh them also.and they was like quarrellin over de coke or sth.as in who will drink it.lol.is renuka de.but she alrd got bubble tea.so nv drink it.left it ferh joshua.but he dun wan.then him and wendy bought their meals.also got drink alrd.then after they eat.start to argue again.then in the end.joshua finish it.like in less then a min.lol.after tat.went to more than words.cos renuka wanna fiind long long belated presents ferh her two juniors.shall not name them.hahas.then waited ferh jian bao to come.then we slack ard.then in the end went to kfc find lynn aishah and doris.they were suppose to be studyin.but like.hmm.hahas.nvm.then we slack and slack.i played joshua's phone games then to my phone inside the games to renuka's phone de games.the rest were playin heart attack.lol.then we all decided to go back.like ard 6plus.is a few wanna go lerh.so in the end all go off.reached home.watch de 7pm de show.then dad went out buy chicken rice.ferh all to eat tgt.then after tat.eat lo.then use comp.slacked.bloggin now.didnt do any maths.=xx.realli dun feel liek doin anything.maybe ltr bahh.jus go and rmb those impt formulas lo.hahas.k luhh.nth much to blogg lerh.and also i am feelin v tired alrd.sians.feel like slpin lerh.hahas.maybe gg slp super ealry today.hahas.ytd slp at 11plus.its ealry ferh me luhh.but cos i study chem until dozin off lerh.even if i cont to study.also will not be able to rmb many things de.so i stopped studyin.but actually is finished lerh luhh.jus gg thru again and again.cos i scared tat i will forget.so went slp.zzz.[=
all the best and best luck to me ferh tmw's maths ppr 2 bahh.lol.

(:
am so BOREDDD now.hahas.so blogg a little lorz.waitin ferh de rest of my frns to end their exam.i ended mine at like 9.25am.then reached home at 10plus after eatin at schh widd hongni and puihoon.now slack~slack~slack~...tmrw is emaths ppr.sians! gg out soon to meet renuka they all.then gg to go de hp shop to like reformat my memory card.grrr.damn corrupted by watever thing is in it.cant even delete it.dunno wth is tat.lol.

woohoo~had geo test today and i NV managed to complete section B fully.finish first part of section B.and left like onli 20mins ferh last two part.so i jus do second part not fully then faster do the last part.and so.my section B not fully complete.grrr.after tat met the rest of our cls at staff rm outside thr.cos they wanna take photo ferh de cls video thingy i think.after takin photo then went to canteen widd hongni to find the rest.renuka was waitin ferh me thr.hahas.cos she will be gg my hse ltr.she had to find her uncle to take her b'dae present frm his first.lol.so i hongni and puihoon waited wid me ferh her.she went opp sch to find her uncle.but then.puihoon and hongni hungry.so we also went to opp.they wanna go henderson hawker to eat.so we three went thr eat.many stores not yet open.so we think v long to see wat we gg to eat.lol.then in the end.four of us eat de vegetarian de bee hoon.lol.quite ok luhh.then after eatin.wait ferh joshua to come.then we went to tiong.lol.and joshua like jus came back frm thr.hahas.renuka wanna go thr buy bubble tea.hahas.so we all went thr.and we all bought bubble tea.except ferh joshua luhh.lol.then we went to wait ferh bus while we sent hongni back frm the bus stop.and puihoon went home.and she gg meet us ltr.go my hse.to study.then we waited fehr the bus ferh a v long time.and then hongni is like arld done.so we waited ferh her.and while waitin ferh her.we missed another two bus.lol.so we all waited.then went tiong.buy bubble tea and meet puihoon.then go my hse study lerh lo.hahas.and we all did study(: but i haven finish studyin all yet.cos jus now my phone de memory card ferh the mp3 got corrupted or sth.got sth wrong luhh.so wasted time doin tat.lol.and still not ok yet.but i lazy go the shop.so gg tmwr after waitin ferh renuka hye all to end their exam first.cos tmrw i only got one ppr.which is combined chem.then de rest still got poa and stuff.so i haf to wait ferh them lo.then jus now.puihoon and hongni went back first at 6plus.and lynn came to join us ard 4plus.joshua also came back after his hair cut.then me,renuka,joshua,lynn left at 8pm.after watchin the 7pm de channel 8 de show.then met jun wei at hse downstairs.lynn went home.cos her hse got food alrd.so left four of us to eat.went to tiong eat.de and we eat frm the thai de store.hahas.we called three different food.de sotong,crab meat widd curry and black pepper chicken.jun wei only eat dessert.cos he alrd eat at home.lol.i still tot why he come.lol.and he say cos he eat arld.he jus come to meet us to acc me eat.LOL.and today RENUKA EAT THE FASTEST AND I AM PROUD TO SAY TAT I EAT THE SLOWEST.lol.after tat i rushed home.cos i wanna watch de 9pm show on channel 8 the last episode.hahas.and managed to get home in time.and now watchin it.while i blogg.hahas.k luhh.tats all ferh today bahh.gg to cont to finish studyin ferh my chem ltr after de show.
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jus finished my dinner.bread.lol.one widd ham,another widd sausages.and tats my dinner ferh today.lol.woke up at ard 12 plus today.gg to 1pm lidat.hahas.ytd slp at 3am plus.after recieved renuka's msg then wake up le.b4 tat jun wei msg me.but i nv reply.=x.went back to slp again.after tat anoth frn msg me.those haf a good day msg.lol.also dun care.hahas.wake up le went bathe.then went to tiong bus stop wait ferh her.then we went to eat at ljs.then renuka msg jun wei sayin we gg back to my hse lerh.cos he asked her to msg him went gg to my hse tat time.he wanna come also.lol.so reached home.then jun wei also reached.then watch "one missed call" while studyin.didnt realli watch luhh.hahas.den jun wei played rs and audition.lol.he also nv study de.lol.then ard gg 8pm lidat.they went off lerh.and it was rainin.den after tat.i made the bread to eat lerh lorz.cos nv go out eat marh.jun wei ask me acc him to eat.but i nv go.cos its rainin also.i dun wan lahs.so they went off by themselves.haf alrd studied geo half way thru.study finish manufacturing and development gg finish le.so left abit of development and also gg to study tourism.in case luhh.hahas.so tmrw havin geo exam only.then it will ends at 9.30am.after tat nth else lerh.we've planned to come my hse study again tmrw after humanities exam.so i dun haf to bring my chem notes out tmrw.if not it will be one whole ton.lol.super duper heavy and thick luhh.k luhh.nth much to blogg lerh.i gg to study lerh.bye!

its wk end lerh.still got four more papars to go ferh prelims next wk.yeah.lol.hmmm.woke up at 12plus today when renuka msged me.hahas.asked her to msg me when she wake up.if nort i confirmED will will up super late de lorz.lol.after tat went to bath.then went to meet her at tiong mac outside.on my way thr.saw jun wei.then walked thr widd him.hahas.he went to call her.lol.and she kana shocked by him.hahas.then we was thinkin wat to eat.and jun wei say he gg to meet francisco.ps ar.dunno if spell correct anot.lol.at kfc.ask us to eat at thr lorz.lol.so we went thr to eat lo.francisco eat lerh then they go off lerh.they gg play lan.lol.and jun wei say maybe comin my hse ltr after lan.lol.he will msg me.then after we eat finish then come my hse lerh lorz.reached.then she start lookin at my eng songs lerh.hahas.then copied down all the songs she wanted so tat i can sent to her online ltr.lol.after tat.we watched "the omen" dvd while studyin.hahas.was a lame and stupid endin.lol.but overall quite ok luh.the death method abit disgusting....grrr.then we watch "house of wax".but then.watch starting.jun wei says he comin.lol.then he was like at my hse de lift thr lerh.8th floor.but dunno which side.lol.then i go open de gate.see him liao.lol.he came in.and make "troubles".lol.stop the movie le.cos kana distract by him lerh.lol.and then he use my msn go disturb ppl la.lol.ps ar.is HIM.not me.alrd clarify widd them lerh.hahas.then he wanted to play audition.but then in the end nv.then play rs.lol.dunno wat is tat.he said he played tat ferh 6years le.lol.so long liao.lol.if it was me.i play game cannot even last ferh a few mths ehh.hahas.even audi also.but then he went to download it again.and its in my comp again.lols.then me and renuka study lo.lol.after tat went to tiong widd them ard 8 lidat.cos she needa buy things frm ntuc ferh her mum.hahas.so went thr.after buyin then sent her off to mrt.then me and jun wei went arcade awhile after tat.but i dun wanna stay.cos i noe once stay thr he confirm will play de.lols.then i will be v sians de.lol.so we went off.walk ard.then he ask me wat i wanna eat ferh dinner.so went to kopitiam.da bao home.went home after tat.then online sent renuka songs lerh lorz.then watch tv.then talk on msn.go frnster.as per usual larhs.lol.then came bloggin le.now watchin guess3 lorz.hmmm.tmrw renuka most probably comin my hse again.study huh.hahas.jun wei says if she comin.then he will come to ask me chem.lol.hahas.okay luhh.tats all bahh.go watch tv lerh.bye!!!
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AT THE BEGINNING(:

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on, I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

And life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on..
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning With you

Love is when the one person in the world that shouldnt make you cry just happens to be the one person in the world that makes you cry the most.

Love is being kept up all night because you cannot think of anything but your hearts desire. Wanting to tell them how you feel,so tat u wont regret it ferh the rest of your life.

Love is one touch leaving you breathless.

Two lovers sat on a park bench,holding hands in the moonlight.
There was silence between them.So profound was their love ferh each other,they needed no words to express it.And so they sat in silence,on a park bench,holding hands in the moonlight.
Finally she spoke."Do you love me?"she asked."You know I love you."he replied."I love you more than everything.You are the light of my life, my sun, moon and stars.You are my everything.Without you I have no reason for living."
Again there was silence as the two lovers sat on a park bench,holding hands in the moonlight. Once more she spoke."How much do you love me?"she asked.He answered:"How much do I love you?..Count the stars in the sky.Measure the waters of the oceans with a teaspoon. Number the grains of sand on the sea shore."It is just as impossible ferh me to say how much I love you. My love ferh you is higher than the heavens,deeper than Hades, and broader than the earth. It has no limits,no bounds. Everything must have an ending except my love ferh you."
There was more of silence as the two lovers sat on a park bench,holding hands in the moonlight.

Love is never having to say you're sorry.

True love is eternal and unconditional,not something you can turn on and off as you so desire.

Love is the sensational feeing ferh one.

Love is the happy side of needing.

Love is the emotional pleasure we gain from the virtue we perceive in others.

Hold love as important and most everything else will sort itself out.

Love is the difference between you and me and us.

ohh goshh.. i jus realised tat.during nov.got quite packed chalets.lol.how?!! puihoon they all gg organize chalet on 12th,13th,14th.cos hoa gg back vietam on 15th.but then i got de tprawkz camp frm 14th-16th nov.lol.its confirmed alrd.i wanna go ph they all de sia.how leii?!and anyway i also got sign up ferh np de red camp.lol.but tat is not confirm yet bah i guess.lol.if got is frm 21st-23rd.but still got 611'03 class gathering,a chalet on 19th nov.omgg la!all crashed sia.die die die.nd to plan ferh all these le.esp ferh confirmed ones.lol.too packed.but i now it would be FUN!!although i guess tat ia had to rush everywhr if its all confirmed.~~LOL.

had social studies today.after tat slacked ard sch thinkin whr to go.lol.super sians luhh.then in the end.they wan go bm mac.then go lo.wid renuka,lynn,wendy and joshua.then eat thr.after tat slacked and slacked.i slept.lol.v tired ehh.then they keep playin.lol.super noisy.=x.hahas.but i still dozed off while listenin to mp3.my phone.widd ear piece on.lol.when wake up.joshua "vanished".winnie appeared.lol.still blurr blurr de.lol.he went off to depot,collect sth.lol.i forgot.hahas.but i realli didnt realise he i gone.hahas.then after tat.they also v de sians.then lynn wanna go bm library.grr.i dun wan.actually wanna go home de.but dragged by renuka.say tat she also dun wan go in.say jus acc her la.say she wun go in wid them.jus wait outside or sth.so i went lo.we sat outside.then she called hongni.then hongni came after awhile.then joshua came back frm depot.then winnie and lynn come out frm library.and we then went to meet hoa and puihoon at bm central thr.then hoa wanna go bugis thr de library.lol.library again.lol.i played wid joshua phone's de game.all the way.frm bm library to takin bus and to bugis library.ahhas.then when its game over liao.then return him.we were all outside the library thr.hoa findin her book.and his phone is batt gg flat lidat.=x.we "played" thr while waitin ferh hoa.ect.ect.lazy to elaborate on it.hahas.then went to bugis walk ard.hoa wanna go kino.so went thr.but some of us went to walk ard.then go home.reached home watched tv.de 7pm channel 8 show. then cook instant cup noodles to eat.as dinner.grr.

i am glad to be ur friend again.guess tat time will heal everything.and i cried ferh u again ='( sorry.
but i realli had to thank u! u had left widd me lots of good memories.i will nv forget u.[=

bloggin time.had phy paper today and phy/chem practical.was ok la.hmm.phy paper nort v difficult.as ferh experiment,phy one was easier.chem one was ok.but more difficult then phy.lols.and mine was second shift.so sians.stayed at canteen widd hongni johnny arion.then sherline joined.ect.then went to avt after tat.ferh "quarantine".cos second shift ma.must wait.quite alot of ppl was late.then hear mr chua "scoldings".then went ferh practical test le.at chem lab 1.and i sit right at the last row.was quite hot luh.cos they switch off the fans.do chem first.then phy.chem is test ferh iodide,oxygen,copper2+,ect.phy was lens.went to tiong widd hongni to find renuka,joshua and wendy thr.then slacked and crapped.lols.hongni went abck after awhile.to practice her amaths.then after some time.wendy went back.then left joshua and renuka.we cont to crap and stuffs.lol.then 6plus we went kopitiam.cos i gotta eat dinner.then renuka suggested me eat de tom yam.new de.is sell thai food de.so i ate de tom yam soup widd rice.next time we gg to try de set meal.hahas.me eat de crab curry.renuka de sotong.and joshua de chicken.hahas.then we will share the food.lols.went popular after tat.find de jelly balls.dunno wat.lol.the one put in water de.then we expand in size de.v nice leii.then de original is actually v super duper small luh.hahas.then went homed after tat le.k luhh.nth muchh to blogg liao.hmmm.tmrw end exam at 9.30!.haha.only got social studies.then no more liao.gd luck.cos i haven start any revision yet.at all.so i gg study le.bye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENUKA (hotfudge) (:

had a fun day out today widd renuka,puihoon,hongni,lynn,joshua,wendy,hoa,jianbao,arion,winnie,doris(:

went to celebrate renuka's birthday.haha.16 years old le worr.can watch nc16 liao.hahas.all the best ferh ur o' lvl and also prelims yea.went to meet them at tiong kfc jus now.then eat thr.bought de gift tat i bought ytd.and some cards.hahas.cos like too plain le.its small ma.so nv wrap it.so had some cards.asked them to write to her.heex.guess she like it alot.went to kim seng plaza after tat,they played bowling.jian bao played pool.then me,hoa,puihoon went to play at the arcade thr.me and puihoon play till gg crazy le.to excited liao.think i changed a total of more then 10 bucks.and in the end exchanged it ferh monokuro boo's eraser.so nice.onli got 150tics.and one of it was 90.so it should be 180 then can change two.but the uncle give me the other one.hahas.thx uncle.so i got two of it.a black and a white one.at first was thinkin wat colour to change.lol.then we went to gwc mac after tat.a few went back le.the rest of us went thr.some eat dinner thr.then me,joshua,arion,lynn,renuka walked home.hahas.k luhh.nth much to blogg le.and ya.still got one video to put up.heex.tmrw's prelim is phy ppr 2 and phy/chem practical.

ytd didnt blogg.was studyin luhh.physics.hahas.then whole day nv eat until mum called cos i called her tons of times la.wanna ask her buy food back ferh me.hahas.i dun wan go out eat alone luhh.v de lonely de lehh): then ard 7plus.then she called ask me go find them at tiong.they waitin ferh train le.tehn afetr ard 10mins then i walk thr.jus in time.hahas.then walked to tiong bahru market.and i ate...chicken rice.lol.then after tat came home le.then packed all my stuffs.all subjects.all in different ring files.super thick-ed!!lol.exp ferh chem luhh.3 inchs de.then packed everything till ard 11plus.then by 12 go slp liao.but then i guess 1plus then realli dozed off.cos i was s-i-s -ing all the way.i look at my phone.12.30 liao.but still cant slp.then i guess 1plus le then slp.lol.today in sch was hmmmm.nth much.lucky mornin assembly is in the class.then it rained after tat also luhh.if not if its at parade square.confirm got alot of "speeches" de.lol.was maths first.do maths ppr.then eng.went thru ppr one.then mt.do maths also.at avt.where it is super cold inside.frm mornin alrd so cold liao.somemore go avt.air-cons.lol.after recess was last two period of phy.do phy ppr also.then stayed in cls do de "cls video".lol.then went canteen.slacked.then think ferh very long.wat to eat?.lol.then finally.buy sheng mian.and glass jelly.but took super long to finish all the food.finished liao.cont "complaining" to renuka some things.hahas.she should noe huh.i am jealous of her also.hahas.congrats also.although quite long le.but haven congrat u yet huh.happy day ferh you tmrw.heex.as ferh me.i dunno how.hais.but anyway i am a happy person(: .STUDY NOW.what renuka told me is useful luh.hahas.as in make my "big" decision after tish exam.lols.and to be true.i had hardly no feelins now ferh anything.except to study,study,study.so no worry peeps.ferh those who noe.jus tat few frns(: realli thx ferh concerning^^.am alright yea.hahas.renuka should noe huh.=pp and thx ferh the song u jus sent me.hahas.then ferh lendin me ferh listenin ears huh.and ferh those 'advices'.me and her went tiong after tat.ard 4plus.then walked ard.bought mac flurry.eat at our 'old' place.and we didnt even realise tat thr was so many damn lots of ants.lucky is black ants.not red ants.hahas.after tat went to more then words.shop ard.then we went BK.do maths and chatted.maths ferh almost whole day today lerh.ltr do some more.hahas.eng alrd memorise de format le.hahas.good luck to me tmrw! and today.finally.ate my dinner at bk luhh.super long nv eat thr liao.thx to renuka.and my kindness.then i eat thr de.if not i will nv eat thr de lo.must thx me huh.heex.while earin i cont to abit of maths.then eat le chat again.we realli chatted alot jus now luhh.hahas.fun luhh.k luhh.nth much lerh.prelims starting tmrw luhh.

ALL THE BEST TO ALL TAKIN PREMLIMS AND THOSE TAKIN N LVL TOO(:

爱一个人不一定要和他在一起,只要看他过得幸福,快乐,就已经足够了.
他会永远活在你的心里.

EMO
tish is how i feel now.
no one cares about me.
-who cares?-

maggie mee here i come!~
almost my everyday meal durin tish one wk holiday.
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你会为了忘记一个人,爱上另一个人吗?
我为了等你,而不知不觉爱上了他.但是,我还是忘不了你.
你知道吗?我真的好乱..
我一直在等,等太就也会累,半夜一个人的时候,也会怕黑,会寂寞,想要有人陪. 想要一些温暖...
谁也不知道明天会发生什么事.也许我等不到那一天吧.

didnt blogg ytd.was studyin during the day.and at nite.watch movie online.hahas.watched evean almighty and ratatouille.then slp at 2plus le.early liao.last few days is 4plus then slp derh.hahas.nth mch to blogg actually.hmm.blogg tonite again if got got any updates and if i am nort lazyy bahh.hahahs.
bubye!!!

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grrrr.now both my hands are aching.so "suan" lidat.the muscle v de pain leii.='[ .i must realli haf a proper sitting position liao.it realli hurts my mucsle alot alot.hmmmm.

backk tuhh blogg.came home late ytd.so lazyy tuhh blogg.hahas.but i reached home.nv slp.watched hana kimi till 4plus.then slpp le.nthh muchh ytd.but was happy.cos dearest asked me uot to eat dinner widd him.hahas.so long since he asked me out to haf dinner widd him due to something.ect.went eat at tiong le.then went his hse.watch de initial D anime.quite nice luhh.hmm.partly cos is watch tgt widd him.heex.anyway.went home after tat.ard 1plus.waoke up at 11.30am today once my alarm rings.then called dearest.hahas.ect.cont to watch hana kimi.till now.still left 4 esp.&& am so hungry now.grrr.='[ .no one tuhh accompany to haf dinner is so sians.even my mummy also dun wan to eat dinner widd me le.lols.they jus went out to haf dinner.in nice clothings.lols.dunno gg whr luhh.i told her i haven eat also.but she didnt even intend to ask me go widd them.jus give me some money and asked me to go out eat.i told her no one acc me today.told her you* got work.then she jus like say.go cook maggie mee eat lo.say still got abalone.can go open and eat wiff de maggie mee.grrr.she dun even wanna care lidat liao.sians.jus now went to find de abalone.but is canned de ma.i dun even noe how to open it lo.cant even find de thingy to open canned food de.how to open neii.sadded.realli haf to have maggie mee again??grrr.sore throat gettin worse le.pain luhh.kept drinkin lots of water.but even drink water only.throat pain liao.hais.if ltr realli eat maggie mee.hmm.will it get worsen?lols.nvm luhh.since no one to acc le.most probably haf to had maggie mee liao.hmmm.

anyway.thr is no reason why u love a person rite?as in.u love a person is cos of who they are.not wan u wan them to be.so.to me.thr is no reason why thr is reasons to why u love a person.to ppl u loved.whether they are good or bad.u will still love them.all their "bads" will eventually turn into good in ur eyes.rite??.if u truly love a person.even if the person changes.they are still who they are.they are still the one u loved.so no matter wat.i still love ya[=

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Maths
Make
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`i can do it!
i shall continue my maths revision now`(:

hellos.here t0 bl0gg.my back is still aching.hais.anyway i wke up ard 11plus today.then watched '0ne missed call' dvd.watch half way.then aunt called.ask me if wann acc them go cut hair.then okay lo.switched off everything.bathed.then went down lo.was raining.then waited ferh some time.then cabbed down to everton park thr.in the end.the salon is closed.so went eat first.i haven eat.ate chicken chop.then both my aunts shared fish and chip.cos they haf arld eaten jus now.then went to another salon.my aunt coloured her hair.then me and another aunt waited ferh her lo.and my eye starts to pain again.sians.suddenly lidat again.not cos of contact lens.is cos my my eye.then i tried to take out de contact len.de right side de.no difference.is like spikin pain lidat.awhile okay.the next min pain again.then v red also.after tat.ard 2hrs ltr.then she was done.so long luhh.then we went shop ard.and my aunt bought me a dress.hahas.thx.went to haf dinner after tat and the market.ate chicken rice.hahas.all time fav.lols.and was super duper full luhh.walked home after tat.it was drizzling.reached ah ma hse.watched tv awhile.then came back home le lo.tats all bahhh.
I MISS HIM.

i feel so tired today.not totally but....hmmmm.jus slept almost the whole day today!!omgg...until dunno when.but is realli realli late luhh.then renuka called me.ard 6pm lidat.she asked me if i haf eaten.hahas.and of cos.haven luhh.hahas.haf been at home slpin all the way ma.lols.then i went bathed.and met her and hongni at tiong de kopitiam.hahas.saw yanni when at elecalator.waved at her.then right behind her was..him.i was like o.0 but nth much la.jus kinda shock to like see him again.so long since i realli see him..i gg down.he comin up.but he nv saw me luh.then went opp bus stop.they at first wanna go back le.but we jus stoned at de bus stop.lols.in the end.renuka decided to go tiong park.slacked thr ferh some time.took videos and pics.hahas.so super funny luhh.lols.hahas.went to find him.walked home tgt lo.nth much le bahh.we didnt realli talked while walkin back.i jus feel kinda weird luhh.but i haf got nth to say.hais.